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This year's May 18, the day I will never forget. .


This one day, Red Cross Musashino hospital heart doctor wanted section of doctor made the following announcement:.


"You are late spleen cancer, cancer had metastasized to the bone throughout the body, a maximum of six months to live.". .


I wanted people to this Barbarian Tel deaf. Life is more accurate in too abrupt, too but not justified, so that we can not liang aerodynamic.


Alone to bear. .


My heart is the thought.


"May die at any time, and this is no way of.". .


But this too too suddenly.


However, maybe something can be said to have prior symptoms. 2 ~ 3 months ago, and my film back around, and my heel so. .


Parts are how Opera Margaret pain, right 腳 also exhausted to walk more how much difficult. I have found after tone and moxibustion in master.


Chiropractors, but the situation has not improved. After MRI (magnetic resonance) and PET-CT (PET), and so precise. .


Low-end look of EGM is just just that "only live" is pronounced for half a year.


It sounds like they recovered, stood behind the death-like, I can also do nothing. .


After declaring, I wanted to organise together explore live operators. There is even a death-defying seven.


We have been extremely strong and reliable friend and support. I refuse to anticancer agents, want to believe the general idea with the world. .


Slightly different appearance and live in the world. 'M refuse "normal," these are the features, but also quite a risk. Anyway, many digital distribution.


Which there is no shelter of my office, even if the medical aspects of the same. At the same time this makes me realize, modern treatment. .


The brains behind the mainstream school, whether there are any such mechanism.


"In view of the world in which their choice to live it!." .


Unfortunately, a balloon is not useful, this features works with the same time.


Condition deteriorated day by day indeed. .


Polish I also considered a self-study, therefore the usual accepted me for about half the world now universal World Convention and Visitors Bureau. Actually I graduate.


Will obediently pay taxes. Even if not proud, I also qualified to be members of Japanese society. .


So with my "live" World Convention and for the preparation of, I also intend to proceed.


"To prepare for my death." .


Although there is no issue before dark.


One preparation is to get two trusted friends to help set up a company to manage this sensitive negligible. .


Of copyright.


Another preparation that is, written so I will not be able to smooth over the property to wife inheritance. Of course, I am. .


Die. is not getting health specialist duo make genetic products, but I would also like to live on behalf of the Asian markets in the world may get rid of his wife project, Wikipedia.


Like I can a little peace of mind to leave. .


Various kinds of hand books, I and all were very long pain Affairs start codon, prior investigation and so on, as astonishing friends help..


Very quickly. .


After dropping my merger on pneumonia in critical state of current, identification and meng 矓 photocopy sign down on last name, my heart is the head count.


Is that: it should also be all right to die. .


"Oh ... President to death. 」。.


After all, two days ago was sent to Musashino Red Cross ambulance, and after a day to be ambulance to the same hospital. Also. .


So the Hospital made a detailed look. EGM is the look of a merger on the pneumonia, pulmonary also strictly abides to ? ? water. I have a problem with medical students in the personal.


What, he answered it very bureaucratic for. In a way, also very grateful to him. .


"My personal 頂 only a two day ... even if you stayed up too late, and most won't. 」。.


Tingzhuotingzhao I thought to myself "how to put it the same with the weather ..." But the situation is indeed more and more urgent. .


It was July 7. This year, Tanabata 殘 help too.


So I quickly ground the decision:. .


I'm going to die at home here.


Perhaps the people around me, the last remains to them to add a lot of trouble, not easy to find let me leave. .


Medical homes to return to the method.


All thanks to my wife's efforts, the hospital but it seems to really help give practical assistance to me, outside the hospital. .


Great support, as well as the only 屢 屢 considered "the-day" by accident, 賜 even so I can not believe now in the implementation of current.


Chance and necessity, even to a chain so it happened. After all, it is not "Tokyo Godfathers" ah. .


For me, my wife get open medical equipment method courtyard I traveled, the market for medical students said ", or even a day, half a day.


I will definitely have to stay at home way! "After saying I was staying alone in the dark of the ward to die. .


While very lonely, but I think but soul here is:.


"Death may also not bad.". .


This idea is not through what ecial grounds, or where because if not I would so like to "do it, but in General,.


I was feeling was very surprised with my own smooth. .


Only one day so I said anything can accept.


"I said anything not want to die in this place ... ...." .


This time in front of the filth of the month on the walls of 曆 started shaking action housing now looked more and bigger.


"Nerve-racking ... ... how come out from the calendar, then I go in it. I am not really full of personality the illusion.". .


This time my advertised products intended identification is still in the way that I love to laugh. But this time or where is my nearest "death".


Engraved on it. I really feel death approaching. .


In the "death" and bed single packages, plus a variety of human effort and thought, my miracle like escape from Musashino ~ 10.


Words, to return to their homes. .


Death is also very painful.


Let me say first, I did not criticize or hate Musashino Red Cross Hospital, please do not misunderstand. .


I just want to return to their homes only.


Back to where I live. .


What are the features that makes a slightly ate 驚. Is the current I was sent home, the passenger should also 廳 attached to enter dead body evokes the most frequently deaf 驗.


Experience: "looking at his high standing in the room were moved to look like." .


Probably stood on the ground in the digital meters, are the features we have used a corner of the rectangular overlooking the glasses with his own risk. Room now.


Central beds of the square, gave me the impression that particularly. Were wrapped in linen inside themselves, on the square on the piece. .


'M is not what is cautious, but what did complain.


I should have died at home, etc.. .


Did not expect.


I seem to be easy to turn the difficulties of the pneumonia. .


Wow?.


I actually thought:. .


"Should be no death into it (laughs)".


Then head all full of only "dead" and I think only a real die. .


In the identification of moistened 朧 deep conviction, "reborn" this word has digital, mobile and 彙 Akira..


Incredibly, the second day, my energy started again. .


I think this is my wife, on the future of my illness I an element supply those people, come help me friends, cheering.


Doctors, nurses, nursing, etc. all the credit. I thought right from the heart. .


Since the balloon live activation force that again, I will not be able to continue it vaguely.


I remember this is more than a share of a life, so I'll have to use. .


The same time I also want more or at least a..


In fact, I had cancer, which I only told very few people around, even my parents do not know. In particular, it will. .


For my work manufacturing more Ma Fan, so I say also said not to export.


I was also like the Internet that I have cancer, every day with the report that the rest of my life, but because I am worried that this sensitivity. .


Will it say on the future of death this competitive small, but will create more impact, and therefore very suitable for not getting both of qing friends. Really.


Is very sorry. .


Before he died, I also want to be on more human side with him we said a few words.


Among this life, I have family, relatives, from country to start a small country exchanges between friends, high school, college awareness. .


Partner, in the anime world current results in the identification and turn means more excitement as we know, in a world of mobile project with work, together.


Drinking, using the same technology works to stimulate each other, through thick and thin the number of companions, as can be recognized as the animation director. .


Identification of radio digital people around the world, as well as our life from ? is my fans of more expensive. There are Internet-related topics through their friends.


Friends. .


If you can, I also think a lot of people on one side (not quite so want to see). But on the surface, I'm an American.


Yard, "I'll never see this man!" The idea will be accumulated more and more, so I can not altogether ground to die. .


Even on the same WRT, I think the rest of the guide is not much, to be on someone's face need great knows. Come on surface.


People, to see face talks about the pain, was so ironic. .


Plus, because of the cancer cells to move to the bone around the microbiota, fleshy and beginning Ma aerodynamic bi, I can not get out of bed. I do not want to allow someone.


See me lean into the skinny look. I hope many friends remember the can is still full of vitality that the current sensitivity. .


I don't know the qing, all friends, who all believed in their own language, I would like to take this market combined with you we apologize. But I can't.


Very hope you can understand this sensitivity of the wayward. .


Because the future is jinmin "this guy" here.


Think of your face, my head on the emergence of many happy memories and smiles. .


Really great thank you and good people to me so to stick back to which.


I love your life in this world. .


This idea is itself a kind of happiness.


In my life who know little, not to the people, whether positive or negative influence on are "Satoshi" This. .


Personal necessary components, I would like to thank all of the encounter. Although EGM is 40, the untimely death of Jimmy 's, but I also considered.


This is no substitute for my fate. I also had very many good experiences. .


Now I was only interested in this idea.


"Can only be a shame.". .


Is true.


Although I can think of so many owed is no alternative, and give up, or let me say one thing all over. .


Intention not to go.


My parents, as well as MAD HOUSE Mr. Maruyama. .


Party is the qing jinmin biological parents, the other party to the action of drawing 導 parents.


Although a bit late, in addition to frankly say so, I have no other means optional. .


While I really want to get the original 諒.


Mr. Maruyama came home to visit to see me, I can not control my tears, have little control ashamed of thinking. .


"No, I actually changes into this ...".


Mr. Maruyama did not say anything, just shook his head, holding my hands. .


That makes my heart is full of gratitude.


Able to work with this gentleman gratitude into words the joy can not access, high sea swept from a camel. .


This telephone deaf gank or very 誇 Zhang [7], but I really can only be so described.


Maybe just my wishful thinking, but I really think that the feeling be forgiven in one fell swoop. .


I never was the film "dream machine machines".


While the film itself, so that all participating staff members also made me very anxious. As well cultivated, all the way with Sim. .


RU from bitter drawing out the drawing surface, it is very likely to also can not be anyone to see.


Because the original, the script, role and world view of the set, sub-mirror, image music ... ... so all the ideas are this sensitive. .


A person's heart.


Of course, there are many parts are supervising animator, art monitoring and so on shared by many staff, but basically this. .


Works only know doing jinmin, only jinmin to do. If the Word will return to this are all jinmin.


Responsibility, then I have nothing to say; but I never felt I was paying a lot of effort, hope u guys with the points. .


Enjoy this World Convention and Visitors Bureau. Now I'm not interested in generalizing the heart in my vertebral bone pain.


I really am sorry you feel the staff. .


But I hope you understand our slightly.


Because this sensitivity is "such a person" and also have the means to make people concentrate a lot of different components with other animations. .


These consist of a law or where very arrogant, but please look at cancer of the face on the original 諒 me.


I am not at a loss to die, I am also desperately racked his brains after death so that this sensitive work can continue to exist. But this. .


The idea is too pure single.


I told Mr. Maruyama said that I was on the "dream machine" miss,. .


He only said:.


"Do not worry, I will think of a way for you, and do not worry.". .


I cried.


I'm really good cry. .


But in the film, the time, in the code column in 2008, too, are owed him a lot of time, the last President is Mr. Maruyama Pack for me.


Rehabilitation. .


This time is different, I an features advanced step no..


I have a lot of time with Mr. Maruyama long altar. As a result, I was a little practical experience that this sensitivity is the talent and technology. .


In the mobile industry in the current project is very valuable.


I'm so sorry they can. I say all you want to stay. .


But since The MADHOUSE, Mr. Maruyama are so to say that I sell to self-confident, take-off.


Indeed, no other people that I simply think that this strange idea and detail description of the technology is really just simply disappeared. .


Unfortunately, it also did not say method.


My heartfelt thanks for giving me the opportunity to stand before the world, Mr. Maruyama. I really thank you. .


To play the mobile project 導 jinmin also identity, both happy.


When told the parents really suffering. .


The examples I would like to take the copyrighted free action, your going to Sapporo,-qing report I got cancer this thing, but the disease.


Conditions the rate of deterioration is too damn fast, and finally I can die in the nearest ward, playing through the electrical extremely offensive. .


Tel tell his task.


"I had spleen cancer, terminal, and soon will die. To a child when my parents I was really happy. Thank you..


」。.


Suddenly the words unspoken, no brewing for a long time, after all that time I have been a premonition of death to be surrounded. .


Until I got home, finally degree after pneumonia about a memorable time.


I am under a lot of determination, decided to meet with the parents. .


-Qing "links I would like to.


Meet Fandao pain, I have the strength to meet ... ... but I want to say anything to look at their faces. I think face to face with them. .


Said, I thank him for our birth I..


I am really happy. .


Although say my life to go faster than someone with a features ... These are the features that makes me to wife, market-qing, unsatisfied Hi Welcome to people who we are.


Sorry. .


They soon ?????‰ my wayward. The next day, my-qing is from Sapporo 趕 to my home.


Just to see my bed, my mother blurted out the phrase I will never forget. .


"No, I wouldn't get you build a healthy child!".


I can not say the second sentence. .


With-qing days and not too long, but have had enough.


I think they saw my face, you can understand everything, and it is true. .


Thank you, father, 媽 媽.


Able to you the identity of the two children born in this world, is extremely fortunate. .


DVD not project which back and thanks, full of my chest.


Happiness itself is very valuable, but I am more grateful that they let me cultivate the ability to feel happiness. .


Really thank you.


Go ahead as early as step parents are very disrespectful, but among these ten years, the identity of my animation director fully display their own in this. .


Realms, Daman has become my goal, has been quite the praise. Unique genetic unfortunately not quite of the sale of seats, but I think is revolutionary.


Sufficient to repay them. .


Ecial is several years from this decade, my life density is someone good several times. This one-I believe-and I definitely qing knows.


With parents to direct dialogue with Mr. Maruyama, let me remove the shoulder the burden. .


Finally, is the ratio that makes all the who's online, but also 掛 until finally are extremely force-"my wife.


Doctor's declaration, the two of us several times on sobbing. During the time, every day we are suffering physical and psychological. Very. .


-Can not use words to describe juggling.


However, I was able to get through these days of pain and frustration, all because the doctors declared after you hear it. .


Muscovy strong and powerful Tel:.


"I will accompany you in the end.". .


Do you have a location identifier, Tel no problem. Loot to 擺 脫 my shares heart, typical of those angry like the start codon 濤 from future requirements, Yong.


Request, you organize an orderly manner, and you suddenly learned how to take care of her husband. Your shrewd. .


Die of the same, so the I'm mobile.


"My wife was amazing ah!." .


To this point you don't say these? no, no, because I am German, you will be better than I had to come are all considered.


Even more severe. .


I believe I am dead, you must also be able to put the odds of being dealt a sharp jinmin away.


Looking back, after marriage I work every day, busy at work, and now the only think about the day at leisure at home, that is. .


After cancer, it is really too?.


But next to me you are keenly aware that busy people who work there is to people. I am really happy, really. .


No matter the day to be alive, or thy days I made you can thank all appeals project. Thank you.


There are many things that make me anxious, but gave an account of the endless up. Everything needs to an end. .


Finally, I would like to present a very memorable should accept ... and for all that makes home late according to accepted cancer-curing doctor doctor, H. ..


And his wife, a nurse, Ms. K, I say to you To the deep gratitude. .


Although home under medical is very inconvenient, but you still strong for I wan to think of various kinds of methods of solution of the cancer hero blasts.


The pain, the approach of death is strongly trying to get you more comfortable I had this really helped me a lot. .


Not only is the typical this just MA degree also fan, revenues [citation needed] often proud of a patient, you cross the work context.


With a more humane way to help us. I do not know that that is your support of our spouses, or save us. .


Polish doctor xian Kang Li's character nor the time to give up our encourage.


Very, very grateful to you. .


This is also the last. In the span of 5 and a half months to know my life remaining for a radio play several times, without distinction of any public or private to us almost a course often. [citation needed].


The endeavor to assist and support the spirit of two friends, Ltd. KON'STONE members, but also my high school. .


From a good friend of Mr. T, and the person I want to sincerely H, thank you.


Really thank you. From my meager vocabulary database which is difficult to find the appropriate words to thank, but we are husband and wife are well. .


You take the pictures.


If not you two, I am afraid will be more painful death, while the side to take care of my wife and it may be I swallowed it. .


Really everything you take our license.


Although care has been honored, but sorry, can you please help my wife, until I die funeral it? . .


This one come, I can confidently on the fly function "".


I sincerely please you. .


Finally, thank all the reads this very long article, reader, thank you.


I want to cherish all the good things of the world, thanks, put down my pen. .


I will go ahead.


Satoshi Kon. .


I haven't kept a diary. Today it has a lot to say, because a woman who never met.


Before that, I have not seen her. After that, I would not see her. She is dead. Han died long Chaia cosmetic plastic surgery hospital room. .


Remember the name of the hospital. Because the truth has vanished, leaving only one fact: the 39-year-old woman died there on the third floor of the operating room, 19 April day, her mother and several relatives in her head on the fourth floor, anxiously waiting for the message.


I do not want to disclose her name. I do not want that for me she is just a name. .


She was doing a dental surgery, after she had a scar repair. All surgery fee of about 27 million. Not cheap.


According to family members introduced until 16:00 or so still no news, her mother found it strange to ask the medical staff, see a question one, said they do not know, last met in the elevator Asia's Premier Liu Han, President it said: There are always accidents, accident, and has been transferred. Families to the hospital immediately following the Second Affiliated Xiangya Hospital, is already seen lying in the morgue the body of a cool or cold. The accident in the final accident report is anesthesia. .


Family return to Asia-Korea hospitals require to produce medical records, hospital has been delayed, the family finally call 110 alarm, tangled over an hour, they had to hand over the record, on the face of the families saw significant changes to the traces of time, after the records at Changsha copying municipality holds.


Later, according to the Second Xiangya Hospital, attached to a certificate issued by show day 15:30 Chen Lin was dead, but South Korea has not yet transferred to other hospitals Asia. And according to witnesses, three in the afternoon to play more minutes the hospital emergency 120 call to transfer patients, 120 patients have died after inspection that does not agree, the hospital is also secretly in the back door with their own cars will send Xiangya Chen Lin attached to two hospitals, there were passers-by see, has been left Tel, stands ready to testify. .


This is not a thing of all. Subsequently, the Korea offer compensation to 20 million RMB as the deceased's financial compensation, but suffered a denial of the deceased. And because Han and Hunan media relations of cooperation, the messages are all blocked, their families, the number of times to dial the Changsha city various mainstream media news hotline no reporter..


Is there really an interview.三湘都市报 has made two version of this report, strange is not publishing, it touches on the day in 21 newspapers, you can see two full-page sub-Han ads, ads are: Love Department of Yushu, Great Love, Asia, South Korea to Yushu refueling. According to reliable sources, the same day as the two version is for Asia Korean pressure, the benefit of hindsight, and she received the results. Asia Korea out how much money? It is said 2 million. It is said, and I am not the person concerned does not know which twists and turns. .


Now online reports is the scenery of the morning rolling news department a little. Then there is no follow-up. It is said that daily (and sanxiangdushibao belong to the same group) also made a small story, but I have not found. Should have the right, but also saw in the micro-Bo, daily reports also because without its advertising.


TV I did not concern. Leaving aside. .


In fact, 21, I heard about this thing. Of course not, because sanxiangdushibao sanxiangdushibao content never appeared. But I put it in an instant. To me, this is how much? I don't know the woman, I'm not sure which one insider, is just too busy to family have little edit in it. This news is not a plenty? already towards the woman and I 'm? her family's grief bother? although I has so that news in cosmetic atmosphere of the city, is a concern to life magazine.


Fortunately, 22, she and I had common ground. Director received a phone call saying that this is what should be reported. Immediately sent reporters to follow up. Do not know if this factor would not his life from a woman entangled in my life. .


So I access-related news. On this woman had more further understanding.


Early April, she came Changsha Consulting cosmetic issues, then Korea and Asia and the United States in Asia are consulted, as Asia and South Korea in Changsha, the largest known, and the hospital said on April 10 with Dr. Han Guo for long given the chance, she chose Asia Korea. .


April 10, she went to the Han and see the hospital to provide reconstructive surgery after the mould, in two stages, the first tooth correction surgery done to do the whole scar repair surgery costs about $ 27. 12, accompanied by the hospital, in Asia-Korea designated the first affiliated hospital of Chinese medicine conducted before checks, everything is normal. Both are scheduled to start operation on 10-13.


13 before surgery, her brother in Beijing do not feel at ease and suggested that she go to hospital in Beijing, she hesitated, on consultation with the hospital, first postponed the operation time. Thinking at home a few days later, Chen Lin with a rather urgent, plus I believe Asia South Korea, arrived on the morning on the 19th in Changsha, agreed 13:00 start operation. .


This is the end of her life.


About her, and more. In her friend's article, I learned that high school, she always left side of the hair was longer and the number of block face that lived a scar. She spoke with other people, she is used to bias with a side head, each student group photo, she is standing in the same location, the students all the photos have only retained her shot from the side. She also had a husband. He did not work, she also helped him to also lose money playing cards. She told friends that this is temporary, given the chance, he would be a good man! . .


But this man made a divorce. 10 after a few days, they were divorced. Friend wrote: "you are depressed after divorce, you lose confidence, you know that a big part of the reason is because of your looks, you told me that your husband's co-worker to home to play, he will call you back to your child, your heart is hurt deeply. . .


She had no money for cosmetic surgery. Her "very low wage simply could not afford to rent housing, has lived until February 6, parents bought a new House to their old" gave her. First to the Asia-Korea Zhengxingmeirongyiyuan consulting, Changsha, she was only going to do a scar repair, but the doctor said to do tooth correction surgery overall effect. Cosmetic surgery to give parents money. "She knows you divorced lost confidence and hope that she would like to make you happy, let your life after a 40-year-old has some wonderful, so she said, boy, you rest assured that the money is for us to do, even though you are. ”。.


Is the case. A nearly 40-year-old has to think of it to plastic surgery woman, probably has a similar story, but does not necessarily have the same outcome. .


We are in touch with her family, they were for her funeral. Where a funeral? they don't want to say. They do not want to say about it. Although it only took two days. It is said that on the night of 21 days, Korea has negotiated with them. The result is what we don't know. It is said that, it is said that there was political pressure. Her father, although the sixties, after all, the system still have jobs.


21 pm, they left. Left the place. Perhaps, here in addition to grief, they see more things. For example, in our press contacts on their time, was castigated on the first 34 minutes. For example, her father, also has said the hospital to collect the big hit Asian Korean Association of Cosmetic false advertising, documentation of evidence of accidental injury to life and limb to the public, severely criticized the media that worships money and doing nothing phenomenon. .


But they go. Her father did not want to talk about. We no longer know 21 nights, what had happened.


Thus, we find on the sub-Han. Because there is no autopsy, we can not identify sub-Korea will certainly responsible in this incident. I talked with Dr. Chen Huanran, he said this thing, the first look at the program is reasonable. The second anesthesiologist have to look at qualifications. Third, look at what used anesthetic. Then sealed case, autopsy. If all are not the fault of Korea Asia, it can only say that "Korea and the five million sub-awards are really anesthetic accident." .


But the truth has been outstanding, I guess. I really like to know that today, in addition to ashes and sorrow, her family with what left the city?.


See here, perhaps many people have guessed, the outcome of our story. Yes, is not complete. South Korea on Asia's this incident quietly flying in the city, although there's no more truth, but Asia South Korea has no intention to explain, they do not want to bother to go to prove that they really labor "in the five million prize." They disturb our upper. So you see such a manuscript. .


Why write this article because I don't want to insult the deceased because I also feel the sadness and powerless. Although we report ending, but it does not end. Indeed, as an editor, I am hated that. Hope this article can be slightly relieve my anxiety.


Why should we continue to pursue this? . .


1. Dr. CHAN Chao to Changsha, he often told me that your all cosmetic plastic surgery, cosmetic surgery to be just as simple as a hamburger. If her death can prove that something, at least we know where to start, let those who love beautiful up more safely. Once, I think those are thousands of miles of the deceased, the strength of those with slight stirring to promote the social progress of people and I is irrelevant. Later heard a lecture, starring understand, those of what is done for us, the detention House of the deceased, who was to give us will not be in a detention House are crosses die. . As long as we do not forget. .


2. If the local media are not concerned with side of things, only to focus on a distant look, although there will be ashamed, but is not a big problem. A bigger problem is that this does not concern to the public. We live in Changsha, it is far away crying, but not for himself, for those who are near me tragedy, as a result, this city is really it. This is really a tragedy.


I want to thank those friends who, although in this case the slightest knowledge of only one star, but their relentless reposted elsewhere to this matter will not die that night 21.。.


Hope that we help reposted elsewhere. Kept on asking questions. .


Finally: Please attention to Goose Island. From Ping pond to the South 10 km/h. A beautiful small island, last, or even hundreds of acres of rape. There are wooden and bamboo, in 1978. The island has more than 100 residents. Now, the small island surrounded by the dredgers, local villagers said they cultivated land has been reduced because of dredging. If you have time over the weekend, went on an outing, there were more people, we all know it's good to be spontaneous help them. More photos, chat with villagers, many more post on the Internet. Don't let it repeated floods over the fate of the island. Don't wait until it disappears again concerned about it.


This was one of the things promised to the villagers. Please help out. .


In 2007, the State's fiscal revenue increased 31% to $ .1 trillion yuan, 5. accounted for 21% of GDP, equivalent to 3. .7 million urban residents in disposable income, 12. net income of million peasants .3. In other words, the Government spend money equal to 3. .7 billion urban residents, 12. .3 million peasants a year to spend money. Government to so many people to feed, of course, enormous. Here, we might as well from several different angles to grasp the "size".


Compared with that of history, with the United States than. .


Relative to the Imperial period, the size of Government since today and how is flourishing in China, we may wish to first heyday era as a reference. During the interim of 1766, the financial and taxation for two silver 4937 million. In 1760, the Dutch East India Company at Beijing, Guangzhou, people's incomes and consumption had detailed investigations, according to its historical archives, then an ordinary Beijing workers ' annual revenue of approximately 24 two silver (2 two-cent per month). In this way, 4937 million two silver equivalent to 205 million, ordinary income of the people in Beijing. . However, at that time the national per capita income will not necessarily Di Duoshao than Beijing, for example, in 1950, Beijing's per capita incomes in the national average, at most, middle, only to the 1950s, after the planned economy Shihangguoyou Zhi, Beijing relative per capita income began to soar, the rest of the country behind them. On second thought, even if the Qianlong period of the national urban average income is only half of Peking Man, then the court is only 410 million in revenue in annual revenue, with today's needs 3. .7 Million urban residents, 12. .3 Billion in disposable income of farmers to support the Government's expenditure can not be compared. The history of the Chinese government did not, as it is today greater than. .


Maybe we would say that today the Government of any State scale cannot be done directly in the past, because the traditional agricultural and economic dependence on Government and low, and the complexity of the modern economic transactions is particularly high, therefore, cannot be separated from the rest of the Government in the safety and protection of property and contract support. There is no Government to protect the interests of property, maintenance contract, it will be hard to have a modern economy. This of course makes sense. According to this ideas pushed forward, the United States should be a good reference, as the u.s. financial markets in the securities market, as well as other intellectual property rights in the modern industrial world is developed, it is also the world police, therefore, its government responsibilities should be not less than any other country. . Therefore, the size of the U.S. government should be able to judge the Chinese government too big or too small a frame of reference. .


In 2007, the u.s. Federal Government's fiscal revenue is 2. .4 billion, accounting for 18% of GDP, equivalent to 85 million ordinary Americans a year of disposable income. That is, in order to support the US Government spending, 8500 million Americans of disposable income, and, of course, far more than the Chinese Government expenditure need 3. .7 million urban residents in the disposable income of low!..


China 5. .4 Million urban residents, 800 million farmers, together, last year the private sector disposable income and total net income of farmers is 10. .7 Billion. That is, 5. .1 Trillion of government tax revenue is about equal civil half of the total disposable income. In contrast, the U.S. private sector disposable income amounted to 8. .4 Trillion dollars, 2. .4 Trillion dollars of government tax revenue is equivalent to civil one quarter of the total disposable income. .


This shows that our Government is much larger than the United States Government.


The size of government is how to change. .


Over the past 30 years, the Chinese Government size is not always so big. If you say "small government" has always been an ideal reform, 1978 to 1995 was indeed this direction. Reform at the beginning of 1978, the State's fiscal revenue equal to 3. .3 million urban residents in disposable income, 8. .5 billion farmers ' net income. When the Government itself, and this is why one of the reasons for the reform of the Government, but, after all, the Government will be responsible for the city from the cradle to the grave of living expenses, so that the Government is of course great.


With the reforms, to 1985, tax revenue equal to 2. .7 Million urban residents, 500 million net income of farmers (see Figure 1 and Figure 2). By 1995, the financial and tax equivalent to 1. .46 Million urban residents, 3. .9 Billion in net income of farmers. 1. .46 Billion in disposable income of urban population to support the Government's expenditure, the government or big, but that was almost 30 years, "minimum" of government. .


1993-1994 tax reform fundamentally reverses the direction of the first 17 years. The reform of the tax authority, the provincial, local, County and Township, each level only requires the next level in each of these taxes in proportion to the amount of tax due, the remaining permissions for lower-level Government. Invisible from the surface, the tax authority instead of the central power, is a good thing, to place more incentive for economic development. . .


Often it is said that in other sound system, China has acclimatized. This is not a Chinese and others are not the same, but the people in power to affected by democratic context: the tax system, moved to China, will of course keep in China at all levels of the fundamental right to tax. Therefore, acclimatized lies have no constraints on the power of democracy.


After the fiscal year 1995 revenue rise. By 2004, the financial and tax equivalent to 2. .8 Billion in disposable income of urban residents, 900 million net income of farmers. The next three years is to accelerate revenue by 2007, the Government's fiscal revenue is equal to 3. .7 Million urban residents, 12. .3 Million farmers a year to spend the money, far more than the beginning of reform and opening up in 1978, when the size of government, our government reached its "maximum" size. .


We can also put the Government, the town residents, farmers as China's three major groups. Then, from the results of the reform and opening up, which groups benefit most? since 1995 to 2007, for 12 years, the Government revenue is growing at an annual rate of 16% (minus the inflation rate), the disposable income of urban residents, representing an average annual growth of 8%, the farmer's income is growing at an annual rate of 6. .2%.. during this period, GDP average annual growth rate of 10% for... figure .2 three to three groups of cumulative revenue growth.


Therefore, only the government's revenue at a rate well above GDP growth, income growth rate of urban residents followed, the slowest income growth of farmers, the speed much lower than the GDP growth rate. From 1995 to 2007, remove the inflation component, the government revenue increased by 5. .7 Times the per capita disposable income of urban residents increased by 1. .6 Times the per capita income of farmers increased only 1. .2 Times! Reform and opening to the government to enjoy the most, followed by urban residents and farmers to share at least. .


Government, as the largest assets and land owners.


However, the above calculation only reflects part of total government revenue, which was also extra-budgetary revenue, asset value and asset income are not within this. In other words, the financial and tax but the government "the most visible" revenue. In fact, as the Chinese economy's rapid development these years, the Government, as the largest asset owners, the assets owned by state-owned enterprises, public land and mineral resources of value-added tax revenue greater than the rate of growth faster. .


By 2006, the total value of State-owned land is approximately US $ 50 billion. According to the August 2007 the on, by the end of 2006, there are 11. .9 million State-owned enterprises, average assets of $ 2. .4, all State-owned assets and value of 29 billion. In other words, the end of 2006, the State-owned land and State-owned enterprises in total value of the 79 billion. Last year, China's GDP growth 11. .4%, assuming that the land and State-owned assets in GDP at the same rate appreciation (asset appreciation rate generally higher than GDP), this means that the State-owned assets last year-added 9 trillion, 5 revenues than financial. . .


In 2007, the State-owned enterprises, the total profit of 1. .6 billion. Thus, last year the country as the "capitalists" and the land owner of "disposable income" .6 billion in total 10...


The assets of the country's disposable income and financial revenue of 5. .1 Trillion combined, last year the Government can dominate the total income is 15. .7 Trillion yuan, which amounted to 11. .4 Billion in disposable income of urban residents, 37. .9 Billion in net income of farmers. This is indeed the size of government Qianlong government, the U.S. government far less than today's comparable. .


United States civil wealth structure comparison.


Of course, the Chinese families of wealth, including real estate, corporate stock, financial securities, bank deposits Deng Deng, but the main urban residents have these the peasants had no 土地, without much savings, their wealth 很少. Development and Reform Commission, according to estimates, the end of 2005, the total asset value of urban residents is 20. .6 Trillion. If the past two years Junan value slightly higher than the rate in 2005, that value by 15% per annum, then the end of last year, the National Household Assets 27. .6 Trillion yuan, less than 88 trillion worth of state assets and one-third of state-owned land. .


Chinese folk assets combined with State-owned assets total 115. .6 billion, equivalent to the GDP of 4.7 x.


In contrast, the U.S. government basically no productive assets, and only a small amount of land. The end of 2007, the total value of U.S. private household assets to 73 trillion dollars, equivalent to GDP, 5. .4 Times higher than China's total assets and GDP ratio was slightly higher. The reason is that the degree of U.S. financial assets, highest in the world, the greater the liquidity, the higher the value of its capital. However, the two countries, the total assets and the ratio of GDP, roughly the same. .


However, in the two countries, the wealth of folk and the Government share structure. In China, more than 76% of the assets owned by the Government, civil society only less than one quarter of the assets. While in the United States, its assets are in the hands of private individuals and families. These two different wealth holders structure what difference?.


The difference in performance in many aspects, including the mode of economic growth, industrial structure, the rule of law and development, and so on. Here, let us concentrate on this structure, the state and civil society in the wealth race have any effect on who will win big head?. .


American family assets 73 billion, nearly 35 trillion from the past ten years, capital gains, and from labour and other disposable income in cumulative savings only 1.5 trillion. Therefore, American wealth of basic asset appreciation, by the Ministry of labour and income non-capital of disposable income (last year for 8. .4 trillion) basic all spend, that is why the u.s. savings rate is now-1%, is why so many strong domestic demand in the United States. Good basic assets in the United States are privately owned, the Government will not be competing with, so that Americans could only rely on asset revaluation to make their own wealth levels rise.


China's 115. .6 Trillion yuan in assets, wealth, only 27. .6 Trillion is non private, the remaining 88 trillion is a country. If in 2008 China's GDP and asset values have increased by 10%, then the people get from the revaluation of assets 2. .76 Trillion yuan, while the Government will be 8. .8 Billion. Government arising from the economic growth of the assets get share of wealth appreciation is three times the folk!. .


This is why it is difficult to revalue the assets in China leads the consumer wealth effect drives asset appreciation, not too many domestic demand growth. The State cut off from the asset revaluation to the domestic demand growth of transmission chain. This is why in private ownership, economic growth to the civil society of family wealth, while in the State of the countries, economic growth generated by the asset wealth appreciation primarily by the countries-exclusive, non-governmental family only a higher labour income, without too much wealth. So, today in China, the largest gap between rich and poor is between State and society, rather than at most between nationals.


Countries where the money?. .


According to an interview on last year, the Government's fiscal revenue 5. .1 trillion, State-owned assets and land revaluation at least 9 trillion, State-owned enterprises, the total profit of 1. .6 billion. The Government has 15. .7 million billion revenue can spend that money where? if the Government is spending money on the people's livelihood, it is not derived from a certain extent instead of ordinary flowers? in effect, by the people themselves to spend the money and the Government instead of ordinary flowers, these two arrangements will be a big difference? according to many Government introduced different taxation, through taxes and State-owned assets, the Government will implement the "second redistribution" in order to reduce the income gap. However, the actual true?.


According to Minister of Finance Mr. Xie Xuren introduced in 2007, the government directly related to the common people in the medical and health, social security and employment, expenditure on social welfare, total about 600 billion yuan, equivalent to 15% of the total financial expenditure, as the annual GDP of 2. .4%, 1.3 billion people assigned to him, per 461 yuan (equivalent per capita disposable income of urban residents and 3%). No state-owned economy in the United States last year, three on the same expenditure of about 1.5 trillion U.S. dollars, equivalent to Lianbangzhengfu total expenditure of 61%, to U.S. GDP, 11. .5%, Assigned to 300 million Americans who, per capita 5000 U.S. dollars (equivalent disposable income of Americans, 18%). .


Whether in absolute figures, or the relative levels of the US Government to people's health and social security are far higher than in China, although the United States is extremely private economy. In accordance with the nationalization of the mind, the State ought to bring about more social welfare, we should see the opposite situation.


Many people said that China is still in the early stages of development, it is not a market economy with the United States and other countries than. - This argument untenable. U.S. tax revenue last year accounted for only 18% of GDP, and China 5. .1 Trillion GDP, financial revenue of 20%. . So, if not state-owned enterprises and state capital gains income, tax revenue alone, the Chinese government's relative income is higher than the United States, there is no reason in the people's livelihood than the proportion of expenditure on the United States.。.


Because of too much income and assets of Chinese wealth is controlled by the state, rather than more income, more assets to private consumption, to invest, so close to people's livelihood is difficult to develop the service industry. People enjoy the wealth share of the income and assets very low in the third industry needs investment and consumer demand come from?. .


Since the United States Government to stimulate the economy from the subprime mortgage crisis, and to every people send cheque direct tax rebates, put the money back to taxpayers spend ourselves, then the Chinese Government-controlled social so much revenue, so many assets of wealth, so why not put some revenue, profits, and State-owned assets returned to Chinese families? for example, they also sent a Bill to the national routes directly share point bonus State-owned enterprises. Of course, it would be preferable to many of the privatization of State-owned assets, the land back to farmers, because they are inherently us nationals own.


Not experienced as a marriage, but often delve into the relationship between men and women who, I am the basic attitude of marriage is a "fence-sitters." Looking at the around 25-year-old girl, I will put a secular face, told them: married to as early as possible, ah, missed the gold stage and started downhill. Road and set a good example: You see, to my age, women left carrying the flag only to see someone else's landscape, as if marriage has nothing to do with. .

However, once in the face of those Zuoren, married women, occasionally show off her husband so obedient, filial, from the Hall on the bed, I also get picky mean mug, provoke them: you haven't had a seven-year itch that you do not see the package in the paper, you never know what her husband out of the House is what you'd never say you'll be a happy life.

Things are mixed, as I do not see Chiung Yao's novels from childhood who, the lack of marriage fantasy body of genes, not yet had time to imagine themselves into the marriage, that gorgeous wedding, saw the attack on the early climb beautiful gown full of lice. Bad Girl by 80 after the words: digging through the wall hack through legs, seduce someone else had my husband out of orbit. Very small, I know the man is eating a bowl to see the pot, and married Red Rose White Rose of the animals to deep understand the "big" is not easy, Fangzei primary three anti-theft, possession of a person's affiliation, but loss of inner freedom. And even give birth to a kind of unrealistic, Dances with Wolves to a sense of unease.。.

So I said to myself early on, according to the stringent requirements of the golden rule of marriage against the human person, made a lifetime commitment to loyalty, obviously do not fly to. Because that can easily put themselves into the innocent little rabbits, can easily send lines like exclaiming: I told him so well, to pay so much, why he betrayed me ah. Re not understand, you have to jump from 24th floor, you have to jump from the moat on, but also the back, "not a man you can not live you" condemnation. .

The movie "painted skin", but many women it is said that the essence of marriage is Zhang painted skin. In fact, painted skin, biscuits, marriage is always the risk that the stock market, investment need to be cautious. First of all, if you chose to get married, you have to know what a series because of emotional problems, answering questions, most of the entangled in: he ran, what should I do? the answer are: 1.2. divorce; shut eye; 3. you also get a look. . .

The above is for the general purposes of the rules of marriage system and, in fact, I've always been don't like dogma of marriage. When the reporter asked me: are you married to? a: I laughed their affair. They ask: why did you get married?, in fact, marriage always necessary with strong political figure.

The duty of all those seemingly reasonable requirements of marriage in good order, but a primary code. We should play more freedom to amend the rules of marriage. Shoes not fit together, put it to know. I remember, I do the media joined the row, the first topics is on the "weekend couples", when the sociology of expert interviews, he published a contractual view of marriage, specifically how to say I forgot a word, that is, if you feel from morning till evening daily lives with very tired, you can get married also separated and live weekend appointments.。.

There are too many people, marriage is the idea of holding once. The best match of the analogy of 70 years to buy a big house property. One allows you to live, work and life together is that it is most people's desire for marriage, the so-called destination. But you know, not who is really enough to live 70 years, the appreciation in the real estate channel, the 5 years is a bucket, 8 years is a Hom. So often we are like old houses for new houses, small rooms for large rooms, or have a house, buy a second wife. Maximum tolerance of marriage is allowed to change and update, and regarded as the pursuit of quality of life.。.

So in my view, the idea of marriage on the contract, such as a signed three-year, five years for a sign, the agreement should be required to increase or deletion structured, in line with the scope of the law, the elimination of the traditional meaning of marriage is a good change . For example, in the contract, you have to go home before 10, having sex three times a week, following agreements, we each have the right date and the lover; in this agreement, you monthly income must be turned over to the next agreements , we have to implement AA system. If you took the trouble, and with sufficient self-confidence, do not worry about becoming a member of marital wave of unemployment. .

Europe is becoming more and more popular marriage, cohabitation cohabitation to have children, even for decades. A conservative columnist BBC Chinese worry that if there is no legal protection measures, and then you quit taking the children to fall apart when you do not have access to financial compensation, in part because you also live on the other side of the House, he can take you. This from the perspective of the protection of women, maybe not in the wrong. But as a trend exists and resistance of the various legal forms, the marriage issue. We should always encourage women to seek to protect and safeguard the marriage, which would undermine women's independent texture. . .

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The foreigner's strange Chinese marriage is marriage as a safeguard. So I am very sorry to any guarantees as a precondition to fall in love with anyone. I think you have a wide variety of possible, I also have a wide range of possibilities, we are in the possibilities of integration, if the marriage does not fit all kinds of possibilities, then it must be a small marriage.


Xiaojie. .

Your face on the snow.


Grief is still uncontrolled crystallization. .

Liuyang River food for man.


Is carrying a bucket back home. .

The more comfortable flat.


More to give you the edge of death. .

Only sad something beyond the ordinary.


How expensive pastime. .

You equally and white face.


The moon is no longer distributed rattled. .


Fog.


House of Sand and Fog (U.S.). .


Directed by: Vadim · Spellman.


Cast: Ben Kingsley / Zhannifukang Nari. .

That night, a man sitting room at the Elegy ", a not-so-warm not so gloomy love story. Two lines to the end of love, one old, one is ill, they soon or has been lost to time. This is an opportunity to obtain eternal love, because they have no time tired of each other.


As I watched, I thought of my father. Motion contradicts read "home dust clouds", the time to see Ben Kingsley, I will think of his father. Do not remember winter or summer, and certainly humid night in Guangzhou is definitely messy college dorm, certainly in my father left me forever after, do not know why, I point to open the "dust clouds to their homes," this is almost unknown the film. .


At that time, no one to accompany me to the cinema, and today, my aesthetic tastes still contending with the public. Students laugh, I recommend the film, I don't look at negative film is to look at. So that night no one to accompany me to tears.


Ben Kingsley in the film is a husband, a father. His stubborn, hard, violence, deep. The father was exiled from Iran to the United States Air Force officials. A foreign country, he has owned and dignity of all things related not exist, he dropped in the dust, this time, his son is inevitable, the only hope and relief. .





The total real unhappy. Ben Kingsley for his family live a dignified life, and Zhannifukang Nari, this same woman down and had an argument. The same world reduced to one, with fried why at this time? Not a matter of life and death, has chosen to associate to death, it is weak tragedy. Sun Liping rating than the film "Black Brick Kiln" when talking about "the poor oppress the poor" more miserable, because this is the kind of confrontation between the weak. Expectations of a better life, become a noose here, and finally strangled the Kingsley family of three. I remember when her son died, Ben Kingsley eyes that desperate grief, which is a father's grief. .


And my father, but I read a year seemed to have completed the Mission in General, in the summer, the fairway.


This was the era of high technology occupation in the eyes of the German philosopher Walter Benjamin, is the age of mechanical reproduction is the aura vanished era. The so-called Emmanuel, the image description is the "space-time singularity entangled: the unique things far appeared, though far away, still as close at hand; quiet rest in the summer noon, along the side of the mountain horizon arc, or along projection in the audience who's a branch, until the 'moment' as part of imaging - that is the breath that mountains, that branch of Emmanuel. " .

In fact, for many people, the so-called Emmanuel holds a Polaroid camera that shadow imaging, which takes photos, delicate, nostalgia, unique, one minute before the scene like years ago, just record the life.

Today, this valuable Emmanuel also drowned in the wave of technology into. Late last month, Polaroid announced Paula film to stop production, and the end of this year to stop the supply of the product. The future, the company will plan a complete shift to digital products, produced immediately print digital camera products. Technology eventually defeated Emmanuel. .

60 seconds for 60 years.

So many people expected the outcome. In 1983, the "King of the invention," Edward Rand resigned from the company chairman positions. The first time in 46 years, the company founder, 8. .3% Of the shares of the holder of the absence of the annual Board of Directors. Since then, the lost Land of the Polaroid the rise and fall: In the interests hesitate, keen on capital game, lost the passion for innovation. Huge cost of sales, anti-acquisition errors ESOP, the indifference of digital technology and the rise of rivals such as lead Kodak Polaroid Corporation filed for bankruptcy protection in 2001.。 Until the end of last month, the Polaroid company personally for 60 seconds and you can develop a photo camera ends. The full stop and let the whole world by surprise. June 26, 1972, handheld SX-70 Edward · RAND appeared in time magazine's cover, the cover page, those great new camera. The most notable is the SX-70, first SLR camera are. For the classical temperament, with a human touch to heavy machines, "life" magazine in the United States to "Magic Camera" to describe it, but who also did not think this is the last of the Ayn Rand · Edward magic. . 1981, which discontinued the camera. Some people say that Shadow the Rand Edward inherited legacy of imaging technology is the best way to turn the photo in the history of this chapter. His resignation means that you follow the trend of the digital age? Perhaps. However, Edward Rand still, this life into the cause of the technical genius invention, this total of 537 patents catching up with Thomas Edison's invention of crazy, there may be other ideas. After all, for him, Polaroid camera, he gave her the precious gift, as a father, he was perfectly realized the dream of his daughter.。 He told there were only 3-year-old daughter, about a week later. Impatient kid impatiently asked: "why did you wait so long before we can see the photo and why you cannot immediately see?" in the 35-year-old RAND took an hour to think about her daughter's "irrational" requirement. Camera, film, including some of the basic problems of physical chemistry a common impact his brain, one hour later, RAND has the answer--exposure of negative film and a white piece coated layer photoreceptor membrane film bonded together, a few seconds later, positive and negative after washing. In 1947, he invented the 60 seconds of imaging technology. . Now, just 60 years. .

Open the doors of art.

Benjamin defines the photographic art of the era of mechanical reproduction, but because there is no Polaroid film, but defended the unique nature of art, it's image "stingy" is now just a copy of sky cover to spread the "Image Era" irony. Polaroid fans are in view, that like most of Doraemon's time machine guy, really seem to be able to freeze-frame. Polaroid photo paper comes with white frame, there are large format Polaroid black side and the fresh, saturated, rich colors, all inspired artists inspired photography.。 Stuck in the pain of his obsessive photographer Curt we chose Polaroid camera placed his day dream. Polaroid camera she magic moment images are photographers used to verify his visual look of the creative space. The creation process, he "forgot the time, forgetting the pain, forget the sad". Later we got Curt Polaroid Corporation has a permanent support for cameras and film — this is the Polaroid company support one of the famous photographer. But to David · huokeni, Polaroid camera, he opens another art of collages photography. . Since then, he was crazy in love with his invention of this art, neither eat nor sleep. In 1980, Polaroid introduced 8 × 10-inch large format camera, the rapid success of the Polaroid Prince, one of the world's five fashion photographer Paul Luoluoweixi photographic style. The people are good at seizing the soul of the photographer told the U.S. news magazine photography world (PDN) in an interview said, "Sometimes I will use the Leica camera, but the 8 × 10-inch Polaroid is my favorite , when I use it, it feels like at home free. "。 Perhaps, from 1949 to RAND to persuade us photographer Ansel Adams trial of its new camera, Polaroid is doomed to go beyond the mechanics of imprisonment as a breathing with temperature of aesthetics and culture. The golden age of the Polaroid, Polaroid camera almost half of all households in the United States, there are countless people every day waiting for images to appear at that moment, just like waiting for a new life.

Save Polaroid. .

The Polaroid Corporation announced that it will cut off the camera and photo business, the world of Polaroid fans on joint sparking a save Polaroid. Not save Polaroid Corporation, but rather to save Polaroid camera. Open the "save Polaroid site" (http://www. .savepolaroid. .com), you will see a "save Polaroid, save the world" (Save Polaroid, Save the World). How to save Polaroid? this site offers you can do five things. . .

However, just as John · Lennon said, when you're busy with something else, something happened that is life. Therefore, we do not like it, but not as bright as a fading era is coming, time hold of Polaroid also unable to escape.


Germany designers Susanna Hertrich design time shredders, all those who hear it will be seen that one word to describe it - cruel. .


365 days a year, 24 hours a day, it is time to "now" in "fragments of the past", "future" is good, very good briefly. The mood of sorts when they don't expect to quit it, because it didn't switch, "time" is not switched on, it simply has no feelings to become fragmented.


If it is not the fact before us, we do not believe it could be so cruel. Is such that we are always wrong that we have time to enjoy life, never out of the schedule contingency beyond the event. But even if do not believe that "life is change", "time" also makes its rigid indifference tryin. .


Remember · Morgan Freeman and Jack Nicholson · starring that the intentions of the list? only Hollywood could arrange the perfect and fascinating journey of death, dying before taking orders list and Utopia, too. Since the facts have been so cruel, what gift? lifetime worth doing just a few pieces, why not let it go?, rushing between case papers in rigid asphalt surface, or entangled in so cold affective experiences, interesting for you?.


Time shredders that, then good things will last, and then the sad thing will last, has got away, which eventually you will be disastrous to shredding! . .


Really should learn the Magazine columnist zhaoxu who, aside from Changsha, went to Tibet in an island, dog, clouds, and write, that is, after all, he thought about life. Earlier decisions, your wishes so that the list is long, long became desperate.


pick chair (http://www.. studiodror.. com /) Value: 1,800 U.S. dollars. .

The Chair reminded me · Italo Calvino. Thus, with regard to the Chair of the story, I'd like to do:.


Into the city before, you have to understand this chair. It is a chair, is a mural. Or that this chair is a folding fresco, or mural is a smoothing of the chair. Faced with this dual role, you just can not find an existing word to define it, soon fell into difficulties and the loss of a language. This is your city in all the experience lightly. .


Here's what seemed an empty box, the people you want to fill their want of certain functions, properties, and imagination. When everything is becoming more complex and multiple, you will encounter out challenges. People in the four wheels of the vehicle, you can "train" can also be called the "freedom", but you put it "mobile cage" are; there is a street with a Bohemian, life is corrupt, but renamed to "civilization"; one home, one hundred ten square meters of space, it can also be called a "spacious"; a communication tool, and game consoles, reader, calculators, watches, music player, camera, etc. . So this is a city of outstanding child's play. .


In the end you want to take away from the city's only this Chair. Because it is a multiple of the real thing, it is interesting, surprise, art. This is the real game, breaking, but common sense; compatible with practical and elegant, yet there is no complex to control.


Although we do not say, but we know that the city's air toxic. Rancid garbage, fatal automobile exhaust, as well as emission from all corners of the city to the desire, resentment, anger and resentment. There is a saying that has been abused, and some places have lakes. What will the rivers and lakes? Is nothing more than fame and fortune only dispute, then the chivalric it? Sorry, been living the acid soak up the little people who do not believe that stuff. So we looked up and look, do not see bright stars, but Baudelaire described as "full of anger and resentment in the chaos of the sky." .


Buddhism has said, there are eight life: bitter, bitter old bitter, bitter suffering, death, love it too, not bitter, bitter bitter, five shade of sebum. Covet, desire is the origin of the bitter resentment. It is said that hate is poison, wounding harm. But you read the newspaper to see most of the information on the network, those behind the scenes of the world, where there is no where without you, selfish desires, where no resentment?.

Take the popular Internet novel for instance, so many fans is not but to a Shuangzi? Normal, full of technical content and human feelings of the text has been unable to resolve the stagnation in the bitter resentment of the public Internet users in mind, it can lead to scurvy as a "blasphemy" at last king, to kill only to kill it advocates the "witch of Montenegro" lively.。.

Network World is a virtual world is a virtual network of virtual novels. Whether fantasy category, fantasy, fairy Xia class, through class or classes online games, no not the epoch-making creation of another world, and the rules of this world must for leading role in the emergence of re-setting. "Online games hate house" category as this dark novel is a classic example, also can be called little people of YY Bible.。 You see, with regard to the public, his grasp how accurate?.

Fiction online games category is the network of a novel alternative, because in this novel, death is not the greatest threat to a person, after all, a game, the result of a death is only just lost some points, even in the game die thorough, full of zero all data, you can also sign up for a ID and then start all over again. Therefore, online games beginning fiction class into a more pure level: Since the death has not horrible, evil human nature can make full play. Attendant is endless retributive and pressure.。.

Koala before the small, but also no one to play online games character of this novel was so pure so vividly of. Online games hate house, because resentment born of an organization, it is the banner of play; you want to do whatever they want and feel most vividly the refreshing it? PK you have been to death, but unable to resist the experience? Your hate, we'll help you reported. You wish, we'll help you reach. Online games hate house, took all the online games services. House members of the resentment, the pursuit of a benefit-only. For this benefit, they are not only at life, even a matter of course under the knife to their own people. .

Yes, all members of the House, hate is the character of a madman. Young trees bear which is exactly what is on the weird characters in fiction. Ringer killer ruochen, calculating single forest, crush the self-immolation of mad attitude, always lying dog, the pursuit of perfect snow snake, leases and Kiki pupil performance by an actor in a crazy copying La ... While these guys from personal strength is a rookie, but no common sense by crazy idea always master of those being introduced in severely devastated. Those unwilling to look Oh, damn, I always make you comfortable, relaxed and enjoyable.

On such a book, hostility but not heavy, even very easy to very petty bourgeoisie, small koala really good skill. Although the resentment of those crazy most of the house is "totally disheartened" person, this book is not to be desperate for people to see, because the illusions of people do not feel the bad taste of playing a trick. .


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The intention that the July 29 departure to Guizhou, two to three weeks later, almost before the August 20 back to Nanjing, then opening another school for a week, back to Beijing. But Zhijiaogongzuo completely ended, simply do not want to leave this place, so follow the walk around inside the village, planning to stay to 29 schools to report directly back to Beijing before. .


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The more help poorer. .


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Then the Central University of Nationalities of the summer social practice team, line 9, have seen a great Fangyu De secondary schools reported a first-generous county for two days, then the leader of the generous here, sent over a pedestrian it mighty . The ranks of the 03 largest law by profession I am a year old boys who failed impressed me: "We just arrived generous this place is really afraid of ... ... Now the students, boys sitting on the dorm room all day playing that game Well, all day are not pursuing.。.


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Wow, dude, you are not a disease of the mind! mysteriously!.


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Social Survey, social survey to be you, but also a social? you 9 personal, detract from the fact that guy a few times that you feel afraid, do you mind what to think; it seems that your computer game play but someone had to come up; it seems that you always want to change other people, who can be change; it seems that your learning really is good enough, you are already in the school of the moon; it seems, it appears that you are not a current youth.


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The rest of the boys are astounding. Wang aunt remind them, and if you have a teacher in only two days, it is not necessary, because students are on holiday, you have to put them all out from home to school, for saying it doesn't matter if we simply teach them a new learning method, sufficient for two days. You get a survey of what teaching publicity just a week and answered here we spent all the money, 9 individuals, cost big money in order to give local, we're going to try to do a survey shortly after he left, mainly in order to save money.


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The fact is that at the end of the first night we divided the two tables together to eat, they elected great 3 boys and big river town clerk of Heads of Government of a table, a table of girls. Before you guys first card, hands on, we are here today. The next drink, second third guy talk, speak flattering post-strike testified. Fortunately, we don't have this table, drinking and Wang aunt fled as soon as possible.


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Sitting down watching Sky hostel, which is very quiet, but that day, sitting, drink voice has straight nights so clear. At 1: 00 a.m., a figure in the toilet stumble back immediately liquor. Count we left they drink wine, light beer bottle is 50. They have sold here are 3 block a bottle of wine to drink, light is 200 to block. Think about those who do not have the money to go to school children, and I see the real "poorer" farmers, then think about the saying that in order to save money, it is not sad.


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The three boys ' toastee words is also very interesting, they said, I remember, after a tragedy can be used. Let's listen to:.


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Male: A response to the party's call, you have to drink.


Male B: that is, Confucius teaches us to reciprocate, so you see you should drink ah. .


Male C: that is, the masses have sharp eyes, you drink enough, come again.


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A cups again:.


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Male B: great Waterside development cannot be achieved without the party's leadership, the principal is the core of leadership should drink.


Male A: ah ah ah, ah this drink is not a discount, then we have to fight Wu Zhe. .


Headmaster..


Secretary again: I represent a large fishing village 13 000 people respect you. Come! . .


Male C:! well, eat cuisine dish eat food!.


Eat a vegetable. .


Male B: our own name, I thank the Government for our care. !.


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Men and A richer, I would like to thank the Secretary and the Mayor Shen Kuo, we will always support you, we will make every opportunity, welcome to Beijing play!.


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Back to pick up their business cards to one title is ", the Minister of the students; research and development in the West," one is "Western Association for the advancement of research and development Vice President." Are kept saying to foster in the West.


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Difference between Mile..


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Sometimes and aunt Wang, small fish of their discussions, the gang of legal, economic and press them to do. Media reporters? District Court Prosecutor? lawyer? politicians? final conclusion is that they do, most of them will go way up.


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If they succeed, then we have to be vigilant.


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Every time you eat a meal, three men Central people to discuss, not toast, how King method. August 19, after 2 days of "social investigation", and finally to leave. 9 am half open reports, the village and small cadre, we came to hear the leaders of the big boys. Station to the podium, first lay a gesture, to lecture, the first point, first of all thanks for the Great Lakes Village Government on our care, thanks to the Great Lakes of all people on our support for the work of social practice, our work without your help. . Pause, to turn a two-page crashed through and continue to the third point, in conclusion, I again thank the great rivers and lakes and large rivers and lakes township government folks, my speech is over, thank you. .


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Do not name it's a round of applause. Another boy stood up in his seat, his hands like so overwhelming applause, the applause stopped, explained: "Our captain then, the biggest feature is the concise words, ah, concise, thank you ah!." .


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There was another inexplicable applause. .


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Second painted face appearance. First stood still, his hands held to his chest, a posture, to continue lecturing. .


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First of all thank the big rivers and lakes in our township government hospitality.。 Secondly, I would like to thank the Secretary of the elegant Zhao, his grace is our lesbian should learn, Oh, no, we should learn from the vast number of gay, lesbian should concern too handsome. Here, I would like to thank our Guo Township, Oh, now, Guo heads that I can say he is, Guo's Mayor, is a like a father, we are always very well, in short, I admire him.


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I practice in the community, going back to school after the end of May to the flood to do two things: the first is to set a legal discussions that those interested in the western part of the people together to solve some of the legal dispute, of course, we hope that the water there is no legal disputes. The second is to make every effort to let the children here can also look to Beijing, let them look at Beijing University, Tsinghua University, and let them take a look at what our National University, people's Congress. Call our school social practice, head of Mission for the next XX..


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Female hualian XX on stage. I promise I will do next year, then you will surely come back again, folks, you rest assured.


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I found that my previous the smoker old frown.


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As the leader of the boys and Mark Rose, hands continue to overwhelm the applause, applause, explained: "our next leader has promised we headed next year will come, come!".


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You really will come? don't you know, the one-year variable just how big it? if you meet one of your career there, you will come or will do that? "you really have to want to eat, drink, drink, harassment of one party people?.


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Amen! God forgive you can.


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Then the next step is to participate in the climax of the village of family planning, rural hell, city of women do birth control, and I'm here, didn't know the "tying" of what's going on, and both men and women can do it, but taking into account the factors of the labour force, primarily to the woman. I'll catch up with the driver at night at a time, a doctor from the town, to local women do ligation, second day of the surgery done and then sent back to the doctor. At high tide village listening to party and family planning Director for the whole family of felt really boring, true. . Look back and ask a few Han Chinese families, they talk a bit, saying very little, ask how many Miao and Buyi, party secretary clearing his throat, stood up and spit out the window mouth saliva. I heard a horse bang Changsi downstairs. .


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Will not just spit into his back the horse's mouth to bray? . .


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Curious. Quickly ran down the stairs, surprises were not, the original report on family planning cadres in public jobs, peak weekly livestock market, the village has begun Niua Ma ah ah a lot of sheep, and have been masters of holding or tied to a tree, the colors of various size, and each other, or staring at little fight. Buyers are waiting for the old farmer, squatting next to send the animals to stay. Have to find a buyer, the side of the bargain, the side of the involuntary flapping their own animals, I guess they are very reluctant to have raised so many years.。.


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In fact, look at the animals who want to see a lot of fun.


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Then it is said that there is a Hmong people doing embroidery ran. It is a hill in front of people, a corn field, they are doing embroidery is traditional clothing that you want to use, must longer sewn up. The villagers take her dowry from the bottom out to me, it really was, the two-storey outside embroidery sewn skirt in homespun outside, all five feet long, not only above vests, knot dyeing, embroidery patterns are painted, lap and belt is fine. . .


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They both together, first piece of skirt length have five to ten feet, I got caught, and then a simple bar with a cloth belt around the waist, Shoulong skirt. Next, the two together, bent over a little bit off Qunzhe, Qunzhe very particular, should be symmetrical, and both sides had to be eight. Qunzhe folded after the Department to re-belt system must be very tight to ensure Qunzhe will not disperse. Then wear a T-shirt, shirt short, wear to high hanging there in the stomach, then a wide belt of the hard coat hanging too high part of the pressure down, and the skirt tied into one. Eventually, very careful with the kind of embroidered ribbon to the upper body are decorated with all the wrong place again.。 Then they told me that there are many branches of the Miao people, live in them here, because the comb her hair should be tilted his head, so they'll call this one "sprouts" crooked head.


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Clothes and hair, an hour or two mistress to help me get together. It is said that such a suit to a whole year's time, each to be married or have been married the daughter of a family, but the marriage was the last time, like braid, married to comb the last time. Married, the groom wears a long robe, lusheng married bride. Just as their home a man the master took the pipe when they got married, and a song to me.


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Special happy, ever wear it as a master of photography-Hmong dowry, I say thank you to take your clothes out to me. Such treatment, a woman's life can only enjoy only once.


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The waters of life for three weeks, if not outside of strangers in the vast majority of disturbed, local people and events that make people feel comfortable.


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Live in the village government, after supper, and not directly back to the dormitory, sat outside, surrounded mountains, and the same color. A quiet location only a cigarette, cigarette butts and shine with the stars, insects fly, cricket, one person, instead of talking, we often think of belief.


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Sunday, and the 54-year-old aunt Wang, walk 5 km road to the throngs of factory. On the road and saw a piece of corn, with only a very full bodied but head of abruptly sunflower, very excited, stay down, pulled out all the equipment, the King stood on the street do occasional model for Chuck, head, looked like and sunflowers, and then let her sit by the side of the piers, left hand holding the head. Just a shutter is a black and white, half-finished shooting film, too. Is the exciting scene.


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In fact, later we repeat it, Wang aunt always whine whine complaints: "Gee, what you really want to I'm a lazy expression, I wasn't that bothered to be dormant. Do you want me to look at the head of the sunflower, I simply can't twist. Also what their eyes closed, I suffer! you see the child, I was tortured to death, Oh! ".


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Mountain rain came to say, I had a camera, it was dark, and is a very large raindrops, quickly being spotted, hold a package, at the foot of the mud are rushing to the mountain and ran for a while, the rain stopped, the umbrella, the farther one, is already a very good weather, the Sun between two mountain, spilled down to see the original wet umbrella, already do.


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Halfway, meet our class highlights Chao, the class is active, with a smile and greet him, he particularly sorry, head, face was red, and his old father, I am very happy to get what the teacher is a teacher. Highlights-a Cook's vessel, told me that they started out at eight o'clock in the morning, and now returned. Take a look at the time, I have three in the afternoon, and aunt Wang 13 from flood conditions, to take two hours to get to, they start from a large stone, to go with a four-hour, round-trip is eight hours. However want to buy something only for, and only go so many ways. . .


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Market in the sand factory, heard a cover of the domestic portfolio that bad, "Goodbye, love people," and follow the voice to find the past, and she saw a video store, get a collection of song VCD, sit on a person TV in the shop opposite the "Years", "leaf" "met" so many songs of the MV look past a branch, 75 minutes, leaving nothing when bought and shook his tongue say thank you to the boss Yeah, He is not angry, very mild laugh, that walking. .


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Is not usually buy things, vegetables, fruits and barrel back thatch, etc., are only looking forward to the weekly hurry around. Weekend, flood, there is speeding, corn, tobacco, wild pear, pork, all produced their own thing, you can pay in cash or barter. The most funny one, Friday from boulders down to primary school, hurry around very much alive, found a VCD stall, standing there on the pick and Guizhou provinces with folk drama CDs, a short beard, long hair and old people came up and said the one I did not understand the local language, boss wife smiling down took a few CDs to him.。 The old roll out silver gray beard, smiled and nodded, who said a 3 block, the elderly, too expensive, who said you have to buy a set, even if you walk 2 blocks. Elderly people are still too expensive, who said that I let not the price. The elderly are not discouraged; always beaming and rubbed with a beard, his eyes for a moment not left the disc cover. I walked to the door of the village government, they also look back at where the same posture entranced.


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There are those for walnuts, leaf bags in a large piece of meat or a bundle of fresh hands looked around at the shoulder, are very cute. See a point in the middle of the road from saliva points money grandfather, Super focus, press the shutter; there is also the best selling old leaf bags with a turban, shoot down; on the roadside, squatting in a row for the rest of the people, men and women chat smoking, Khaki and quiet.


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You live in a big stone, every morning, in a small pond water from wash your face and brush your teeth, the students ' parents, laughs a bunch I simply do not understand, but it does not matter, but smile, laughing all the way then they run away, then came the next parent, hold cattle or horses, then smile and mountains, the Sun does not rise mist, it feels really good.


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Sometimes people ask: "what would you like to put your school well?" and I say Beijing broadcasting Institute.


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"Oh, that is the Beijing broadcasting Institute. Well, we have here in Guiyang, tvu! we here called ' television ' Guiyang. "Shan said.


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Then brightened up: "Yes!, I was in radio and TV University, Beijing. C-you are right! ".


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The mountain is flexible with head laughter laugh. I think this really is good, there is no discourse is not fame, simple and clean.


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There are also those of workers in the coal mine came from the rest, sitting smoke face Black Black see features, asked if they could take a photo, do not understand, ask peer to peer, around the head and had to do a shoot photos of actions, they understand that with a smile, bring a helmet; the whole hair rubbing rubbed his hands and then put down his leg, austere. The kids in my class, there are a lot of people's father are engaged in coal, because revenues from the ground, but the risk is high, there is more than a child's father had died due to coal. . Fan boss asked me to look into the coal mines, he said, can not go, and dangerous, I say fear, he said you go we have to do a lot of preparatory work in advance, to a very long time, next time. Later, government staff around to tell me that there are women into the coal mines are taboo, has always been this way, there has never been a woman inside, this will be the rules. .


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I very love this place, there is a reason for this is, there are also ugly, but here's the ugly and cities, not the same, in the city, because their own culture cultivation of reason, most of them know the cover, where the ugly, even if there is desire to conceal, but also let you feel there is not much secret. This crime can not be forgiven as long as not, they will not hate people like that. .


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An outsider is really difficult to understand, a person can live up to her place only a month to have such deep feelings. You have just one place, helpless, we like to see aliens as look at you, then life continues, you and they touch, they exchange with you, slowly, you have the feeling into this place. You walk in the great waters, walking in the sand plant, walking in the six dragons, Fengshan, lotus land, North Sea, or even farther away, walking in the generous and western Guizhou, in front of someone calling you, you looked up finding is a you know mountain, and then we come together a few days of friendly chat, then a friendly farewell, which was accepted by the taste, is very beautiful.。 But who is not a month without a cell phone signal, and the original circle of friends is at the foot of the mountain spring water, drinking, bathing under the waterfall, eat simple food, in the corn field through the rain won't wear shoes, directly in the soft mud, and ethnic singing and dancing, the language barrier would just look and smile and have some knowledge of mountain people, and I love them and they love me, that's pure, not any time anywhere.


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Sometimes, to think about going back to Beijing, go back to the original state of life, you don't know how to proceed in the face. If it weren't for the parents, not because I have one year of books to read, is likely to be in the small village of stay. Going to do the blue and Red music wall of Guizhou topics have trailer: "the distant mountains, near a corn field, and the stars in the sky, all of a sudden, have disappeared. The red and blue music wall. " In fact, "suddenly" disappeared ", she is the star. . .


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I do not know how to say them, write them down, I think you will understand. Sometimes we can only console myself that, okay, no matter where in any case, in the end life is full of suspense. .


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I will leave in the week, Xu Yu came back from Wuhan, followed by, "Beijing News" chase to the two reporters. I heard the familiar Xu Yu SMS tones, his popularity is still expanding, face to face interview, or in the office holds the phone to answer Ersan Liu reporter's question. He is still holding phone all day, the enthusiastic reception all over the country or the cold heart of people. .


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Halo live in the past years, it is possible, right? . .


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Still later, catch up with a rural Commission for Discipline Inspection to investigate the illegal coal mines, but also witnessed a peasant disturbances, on the housing issue of compensation. Civil matter is so trivial, but true leaders were willing to respect the facts, the final day will be convincing. .


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Is not all will respect facts. See "Chutian" Auntie Wang reports for "Wuhan" sunset "drifting towards a cottage," she angry not, ask me, I said I would like to write the story, the reporter, he should not face. .


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As I leave, the line began to post on here see the light, Shen secretary also left his cell phone online and QQ number. The same as found in the New World Media, carries messianic mood flocking here. Site news came, a newspaper reporter came in September, CCTV also making feature films was over. .


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Fortunately, in time to escape. Earthly things, is not cause for optimism. Simply hope that I have lived here one month, the air is still cold crystal of the children's lives should not be too much bother, they can still maintain a simple eyes. .


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August 27, suddenly decided to leave, at 11 pm and township government were to drink, drink no sense. Xiao-Jun Li always stay around, the next day to tell me, you spit the night, crying for a night, has been crying all night, so much the mountain, in a circle around you coax you, but do not prove useful. .


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28, T88 morning in Guiyang Railway Station to buy a platform ticket, standing tickets on the train up, 29 hours after arriving in Beijing. Out of the Beijing West station, suddenly has a very solemn feeling. .


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29, schools are people freshmen and their parents. However, at Young, Pei, Zhu Guanfei please eat, that you were there, some have not eaten rice for a long time had. Night dream, dream I was back to Nanjing from Guizhou Province, in a 46 hour car intolerable feelings of heat, the surrounding passengers kept talking to me and saying all kinds of their recommendations. Front of the window in a daze, in a hubbub in the mind of living in Guizhou month, those rustic mountain, my children, that drove me up every time down the Miao lad, many, many, I kept thinking, tears down. Wake up, I heard cold sweat. .


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30, sleeping in the daytime, at night in the broadcasting station to write the words on the Guizhou. Wrote 4:00 dormitory, walking in the campus and found that patterns have changed, not Simon, canteens into a supermarket, West did not even West of the thieves are gone, school is very bright, are light, can see rockery stone fake fake fake water stool, are false. .


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31, in the genre of class re-watch the film "Love Story" Alice Chunhongchibai, paused, smiled, and Xiao-Jun Li said "Long live the friendship," then the quiet calm and mind filled with uncertainties and everyone knows that. Impermanence of life, life is impermanent, see pattering suddenly gathered. .


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September 1st, go to the capital after the famous sea to find who the photographer Chen Nong alley, he said to the whole Beijing most professional cleaning equipment, darkroom and black and white, asked him to do the volumes in black and white photographs shot in Guizhou, he said good . Asked the price of six volumes of photo paper, he said no, Had we good friends, you do not give me the money. .


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No. 2 in the morning to the hospital to see dermatologist, a doctor looked at was fleas and bedbugs bite legs, Tut mouth: "Oh my son I said, how can you be so frustrating to themselves, oh!" Hold back a pile of drugs , oral administration of the exterior coating of. Nothing, no longer brook a tolerance will soon be good. .


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3, "Beijing News" version Teng Wen, "Xu Yu: Volunteer support from teaching to the investment." Yes, I think of it, I left the day before the flood, to the two "Beijing News" reporter, that they. .


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4, after the evening sitting on the sea "where" bar reading, around the director of a film crew for several hours on the beautiful actress, rhetoric, speaking more rapidly, and wait for them to immediately jump on the bed the ultimate. .


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5, "Beijing News" version it Teng Wen, "I want to go to school." Or go to flood when I left those two reporters. Others, and as always stupid. .


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6, and Wang eat, I said I already feel unhappy in Beijing, not step on land, at the foot of all cement, no concrete sense of confidence. He said: "Because concrete floor and stamped on after, leaving no less than footprints.". .


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7, the school official celebration, full of all kinds throughout the afternoon school alumni, I looked up and found that a certain side station, then turned around and found that so and so and so and so being around a chat. Zhao He and Comfort came and started to do interviews. However, However, a minute before the interview, I do not know who Zhao He, and Comfort, only to see their signature on the signature of this and know their names. It does not matter, in the case do not know how to do interviews with interesting, my audience, but also do not know They who, then, I talk to them, is standing on the part of the audience did not know their position, and how equal.。.


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No.8, Wang shijia crane at the Beijing Youth daily, A5 version in a very funny position send an message like trying not meeting the bbef 50, changed his name to the media law. Right, we all treasure treasure of spring treasure of spring springtime.


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9, evening classes to go to the bookstore, in the new land records the number of pieces found in the Cabinet to find long soundtrack, nor on the store, buy the undying devotion to the English patient "and" the last Samurai "and" compassion "the Antarctic Sea Act in the story," "Shrek," "Piano teachers," "Notting Hill" and "acquired" the Opera of Paris "and" eternal dream of one day, "" goodbye Lenin "" Clockwork Orange "," said to her, "" sparkling "and" all about Lily Chou, the love of God, "the mood and mind blowing.


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No. 10, a day was absent from school, in the dormitory for the new album after listening to buy complete, heard the ears are open flowers.


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No. 11, Gmina Government I like to call those who say that I think you really want to.


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No. 12, my good friend, her son has 6 years of age, not long before you probe, she finally decided to go the Guizhou generous teacher in one year. 12, sent SMS: "I am a little fish, I have been to school, yesterday, today, ready to clean house, tomorrow start. Here the air is cool and thorough, it is surrounded by mountains, the mountain there is a river, night listening to the soothing sound of running water of the mountain. I was on the roof where you will receive by SMS, but also with cell phones, into the House. Everything is all right. ”。.


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13, Shen clerk told me, "China Youth of photographers to take pictures of big stone," the impact of our mighty amplifies, "he said.


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No. 14, shear wall of the blue and Red music to 5 am, basically saying goodbye to the campus broadcast before the final phase of the programme, to do an interview with the band, not GALA. Is going to leave.


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No. 15, afternoon radio playback, Guizhou University for a technology teacher to broadcasters, happened to me, is responsible for the reception. I asked him in the large stone met experience spit droplets boys, he said that he is my students. Then with the tutor, secretly think that beautiful.


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16 evening at broadcasting stations and write, making room for talk show interview clips, groups of respondents was broader social practice three to one of the boys, along with the Organization of a major help to go to the teacher in Shaanxi Province, said some of the stories that pulled half month's stomach, facilitator, finally concluding remarks "you really put our teachers and students of communication University of China to get there!" Oh my golly!.


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No. 17, Secretary of the phone: "I may be September 22, to Beijing. ”。.


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No. 18, 19, in the Auditorium of the Holocaust ", 9 and a half hours. About buddies are asleep, hulu rolls out happiness. And Li Xiaojun sneak out and we all know that this is a good films, but we are all people who have attention deficit hyperactivity disorder, our popular and mediocre can't cover. See who taught Chinese drama drama teacher, he also steal stood in the Auditorium lobby display set of antiques, cupped in slowly convergent, low body concealed from him, walked out of the Auditorium at that moment, the shouts of joy. These findings, in our opinion, is better than documentary itself to wonderful things.


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No. 20, to buy clothes, long-sleeved t-shirt, "the boss, the neckline is not large enough, you help me find a pair of scissors. "From the middle cut neckline slashacross, no, or minimal, simply use a ballpoint pen to draw a semicircle, cut, or small, then simply cut the casual, v. The chest to the left, right, cut throat slit skew the original. Well, Yes, it is. "The boss, thank you for your scissors, pay you money. ”。.


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21, the overabundance of Russian hostage those families of the children's photos, translucent plastic tightly wrapped, there's a plastic sheet is opened, you can see the die face. Reminds me of those children. Recently on the news-gathering, etc, the teachers said the accuracy of what journalism, international relations, terrorism, human-devoid, in fact, that these are right, but are not as easily touches most people, I was touched to see dead child jointly be labeled to indicate their numbers, all character codes like exist, instead of one flesh and vivid individual, at that moment, really sad.


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No. 22, Shen, indeed to Beijing.


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23 in the morning to cat send text messages, ask what the classroom, but have not received a reply for a long time, had to call, and he found that she said I call you back, information report. Go to rub my instructor course, found that no one in the classroom, in a hurry to send a message to her, she said yesterday, I've given you the information to tell you, curriculum in next Tuesday morning. I have not received it. Think of it, at noon the day before had not received from Li Xiaojun promise that information, and he had a fight, I misunderstood him. On the afternoon of the day before, at the station to the old was Opera friends and she is also an hour late receipt.


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We are all so people at a mutual misunderstanding in the cause. In their own creation mode step-by-step degradation. Suddenly remembered in Guizhou, one month has no day phone signal.


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24, in the evening and the Great Lakes village government telephone, they are in, King, Director of Master Chen Xiao Liu brother there are. They said, "China Youth law reporter has gone, Shanghai TV station also coming, we have nothing against them. We are also good, very thought of you. I miss you, really. Competition for new Editorial Department, in the evening. Say goodbye to the College of the blue and Red music wall. ".


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No. 25, saw, saw in the 4 students in Beijing, also seen in Guizhou province.


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No. 26, Guizhou province party end is near zero, as the cost savings of a taxi, and Li Xiaojun sat on a bench at the roadside, dawn the earliest classes in the subway. Sleepy. As if to sit in the back on the train for Beijing.


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These are real things around us, just like those at the grassroots level in Guizhou province, people's living conditions, the grass roots are not casually living fur. Even though I'm back in Beijing life itself, is undergoing an irreversible change.


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Remember the days of the Dr Michael Tung East and chat: "Beijing broadcasting Institute named him communication University of China, this is the end of an era, the era of the Institute. We left we have lived for 4 years of University, only to find that we really love it. "The end of an era, the end of a period of life, even now, one month away from Guizhou already, I really love found or it. Some of the emotional heart silently to outsiders. It is said that, I leave the week in Guizhou province, the ground corn is mature, unfortunately, have not had this kind of tension, and where is the sentence "and" or "this summer, but the moment you can summarize the beautiful,"..

We go back to the above mentioned Xiao-Jun Li, Xiao-Jun Li He, whose real name is not just my day to see "Sweet Honey" when thinking about him like that he gives the impression that Leon performed Xiao-Jun Li, then later, I called him Xiao-Jun Li the. He is a generous county in Guizhou native of the year to the first results from mountainous county, came to Beijing, three years have not gone home New Year, in line to see a large fishing village and Xu Yu's report, feel that their home had such Xu Yu volunteers, to help people out, he can not stand, then a week left in this summer, when back home.。 I'm going to buy the tickets back to the No. 30, 31, Beijing before the ticket is not all, he said that you and I sat on the 28th car back, you get on the proposed arrangement, I took my seat tickets for you. I said no, I can't bear to leave the flood, I want to go back, no. 30, he has said, I don't remember his exact what, anyway, I promised to work together with him back to Beijing. Then we go to Guiyang, take the train back to 29 hours, I really just sit around, he really stood by. . And girls dormitories talk, they also think that this is a adventure. We get a lot more than expected things. Trip has ended in Guizhou, Guizhou, love is just beginning, the story can continue writing. Everything is not too bad, we still happy. . .


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Today is August 12, then on the morning of the first lesson, we'll run the "birthday". Please raise your hand for every classmate told me that your birthday is a few years a few months? most kids do not know his own birthday, I do not know their parents, do not know the other children at home.


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Well, let's see the Blackboard known these kids birthday, do you know your animal sign? well, know. So, do you know how many in total? don't know which animal. Next, we'll look at the Blackboard, TCDD, ugly ox, Tiger, maotu, chenlong, Sheryl Crow, horse, Snake is not sheep, youji, Xu Shenhou, dog, haizhu, we all know that they represent what animal? well, let me tell you. . Laugh. .


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Zodiac in China, then in the West, there are 12 constellations, the origin of the twelve constellations are some stories, such as we see with Leo, the legendary long time ago, in Greece Gneme Valley, this place, there is a kinds of specialized eating lion, we are afraid, there are many brave people who tried to subdue the lion, but they were not able to go back alive, one day, the son of Zeus Haigelasi came to the place ... ... We look at the blackboard, the high level of freedom is, then the An Weiwei, that is, Leo, and Oh, and I is the same.。 Do you know the ingeniously "story?? don't know? know?, the legend, the sky was originally ten Sun, very hot, the crops would not grow, the temperature is very high, people are more is impossible to live ... and then Yes, it's the only one in the sky as the Sun, that is what we are seeing this, we can look at our Sun.


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We looked up and, where the sun light on? the classroom is very dark, upstairs, no Windows, they looked up, feel we have the two-story wooden dangerous began to shake. Sorry sorry, teacher wrong, don't emerge.


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Well, we have to introduce how the film is all about ... ... hey, by the way, we have just mentioned the story of death, dying when you know in what kind of feelings? Do not know Yeah, uh, actually I do not know. The traditional sense, the human heart stopped breathing even death, the U.S. scientists have found some statistics on people back to life, then the so-called "back from the dead person", that is, scientists concluded that ... ... out of these feelings, I do not know is true, well, anyway this is a problem playing just fine. Laugh. .


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Was originally intended to use class time to talk a birthday, and all of a sudden one morning class on the end of the three, knocking out bell, is mentioned Hing head, or ask us a first class finish the story, the answer to finish the story, then going on to a class then down at noon to school friends, yes, we have just a short time after class, and advance it a bit after school, afternoon and then speak. Oh, by the way, do not rush before school, just ask everyone's birthday, An Weiwei birthday is August 17, 1993, her birthday soon, and everyone if you met her on her birthday, remember to say "happy birthday "because everyone's birthday only once a year, should be as many people as blessingsWell, I finished school.


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Call! finally after school.


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The next afternoon class. . Laugh. Then you have the opportunity to do after going outside the mountain, have the opportunity to go to Xian to see, to see exactly what kind of bread. Laugh. I have to ask a question, how do you think going outside the mountain? Well, the king said Nana is hard.。.


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Not good, and knock on the Bell, Nanjing here. Tomorrow morning is still good at school, after school.


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Subsequently, we spoke with one morning, the Japanese invasion of Nanking massacre. We also ask, what do you think of what is most important in the world, children here is very interesting in the homework, writing essay, finish row with book cover dressed, lest others saw, homework time more fun, they put me on a sheet of paper folded into B5, various difficult to remove the shape to be me, folded into a boat, there is a small clothing, flowers, the most exaggerated, can become a piece of paper in hand as the size of the paper, funny. . .


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According to others one of my favorite DJ's performance, I finally know what to do after graduation, it is selling cloth, because it is able to pull. .

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Really pull. When that did not feel back to live in the village school room, too tired to lie in bed do not want them anymore. Until more than seven, are aunt and Ping Wang woke, to high-secretary for dinner. .


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See, for me, to speak is by far the most tiring thing. .


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In fact, and the mountain so the exchange of children, is a relatively comfortable and pleasant things, Lee would like to joke: "You know you own the little things Naqu fool about other people", in fact, said she is not does not make sense. Guizhou before last, I have to be called the action "support education", then do not say it, he said the "exchange" or "whereabouts of children in the mountains to learn." Still later, contact with other volunteers discovered a common problem is that you self-righteous, that even I was not spared.。 These are in fact should not be the crux of the matter. As a teacher, a local accent fuck, just say to correct children's Mandarin, but I don't think my Mandarin is not really a standard. Standing on the podium in all seriousness, the mentality of universal salvation Savior, seldom consider themselves say is not completely correct, that the recipients are not really helpful. Some would say, the children read or how much discipline, or that his words idioms children cannot understand. In these words, they are often avoided that self-reflection.


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From the first time correcting my children's composition, he felt very ashamed. They might really have nothing to learn, not seen the movie didn't read the newspapers, but these are not fully covered by them are very shiny, but these things are all I had to learn to learn, we take a look at a fourth of the essay, entitled "my father":.


"I have never seen my father a long time, working out three years he has not come back. One day after school, I saw our family's corn sat a man, his back like me, I guess he may be My father. but I'm not sure, I patted him on the past and asked if he was my father, he said, and then we go home carrying a hoe. ". .


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How cute! For specific negative family relations, subversion, deconstruction, but exaggerated deformation. We are taught from small to large mostly how to complicate a simple thing, such as easily could have been out of words or handwritten clearly in his mouth a few words, and finally want to change the computer to write or phone out, and then, or a reason for expression or for a concept of communication, all do their best to say complicated, can be used for all means of media or new media, but the children here are not, they have to do is some of our traditional sense of the very complicated things simple.。.


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There are many. I hope I think that the children's work on the basis of meaningful, there is no misunderstanding them. .


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Have to see some performance art, performance art also, and some chatting with the creator, in fact, some of them were kind of on the surface of cold who wants to install can be installed out of loneliness is not lonely, not soft and flexible, and more likely to or some of the things inside. My children had to write the text show it to local teachers, village cadres have read several volunteers, they do not feel good, at least not as I do feel very, very good, will point out that the text unreadable The pile of typos. But I really feel good, and in my childhood growing up my high school also can not learn well. The children the kind of latent power of the body, I thought it was quite a bone-deep.。.


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Here, I thought I was an observer, however, sit at home in front of the big mouth grilled corn meal man woman suddenly stopped, has watched you came from before their eyes. Go Hill Road, those carrying a leaf bags with sickle cut kids play pig grass head cocked to see you, and then suddenly stood up, hands at shoulder strap, the road back to no longer return location, a pair of eyes of fear.


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That was the end of the day, I feel I have become a beiguanchazhe. Observation by others, but also by his own observations.


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Once, I think I'm here to be an educator, educate and help local children. But with the kids and I found myself becoming an educated, they taught me how to make a simple things so deeply.


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Observation and the observation, examination and be looks at, education and the education, the role of transformation, in and of itself is very interesting and rewarding things.


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Also go to the home visits. First go to our class monitor home, I began the class of democratic elections, to entirely by students, her roll call and oversight, but normally, the monitor is also elected by the teacher, she was nominated to have no chance.


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She lived in my village downstairs bought 4 package melon seeds, 2 dollars, don't have any money, credit. The sheets effacement, respectfully: "the teacher asked to sit on. "TV in a wooden box, carefully pull the curtain, then from the wardrobe unburden clothes in the remote control, put in a VCD on a karaoke disc full open, the" teacher of watching TV, "discs always jump, read it out, put on clothes, then carefully wipe, or jump, embarrassing. "We look at the next bar", well, the next song, "beating heart". OK, finally not jump. . .


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The seeds are open the bag, take a bag over, then put my hand grasping at least one: "You've Chi Guazi Yeah." OK, OK, I eat, you soon not be in haste. Do your parents do? My dad and my uncle working in the general end, my mother working the land. Do you usually work? Dry Yes, the morning up early in the morning to cut grass playing pig, and after class to help her mother worked in the fields again. There are TV and your home VCD, conditions pretty good. This is our family with my uncle bought by the 800, usually not looking to entertain guests and we have to look to the guests to see, Even though our house this house looks pretty good, in fact, sunny day good, one to the next rain, which also rain.。 How cool, this bed is hanging pins, who is ill? I, two days before the uncomfortable, ask a doctor came back at home hanging water inside.


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The little girl took me by the hand and began to say. In our village, it is important to drink, but my father could not drink, village cadres don't like my family, my mother and their relationship. . The next day to find the village cadres, pigs have been eaten they kill. My sister sleep all night crying, saying daydream, said she would also like to cut the morning of the pigs eat grass playing pig! But the pigs have gone, until now thought of my mother would cry. .


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Cried the little girl spoke up. That the number of kilograms of pig? How much money? . .


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Wiping a tear. We call the whole pig, the pound is about 4, the pig has been quite large, and could not bear. .


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That four village officials, there are particularly good for us that the village head and high-secretary you high? Village head is not high, high secretary. .


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Further visits. Huan Huan Ju Chun Gao Gao, the two of you did not go to school today, turned to the grandmother of the ah, oh, original, high-Huan Xiong high Huanping, and you are one of the ah. High surname is the most common surname here, name high, most have some relatives among the association, are also easy to handle things a bit. .


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Or home visits. Yu-Chuan Huang also Lori, I have taught first grade in the downstairs in two more great kids, one old, one-year-old. There is only a grandmother and grandfather. The original, where Yong, Huang Kun Qian red and yellow and they are family. Mother had three children, eldest is a son, dug when the dead, wife remarried, left, leaving all Yonghong; second oldest daughter, and her husband working in Fujian, the child is Yu-Chuan Huang, yellow red and yellow Kun Qian; youngest is a daughter, her husband died when dug to find out Lori had a stepfather, also the daughter picked up the past, the stepfather often beat Lori hung on the door, no way, or your daughter to the home.。 House a few children go to school, is the second post from the working place over.


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Class I like children, have said that one thing. At that time, the network to mobilize people for each class of the top three for contributions to the foundation of the school day photographs online, they are the class of the top three. The day to take pictures, dressed came to school, but taking pictures, but to let them go home, but to make a few and their relationship to better the children to take pictures. Online donors are those expenses, it will fall on those and teacher relationship better child head. The child's parents in my home, say, were angry or disappointed.


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I understand that life itself is awkward and despair, but you can now also do not despair, because you are good boys.


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We then take a look at those pictures of children, one is I have class, MOM is a teacher, as well as commissary, natural conditions, whenever I see her, she would have to eat, but fetch a baked potato, a package, simply holding a bowl of school and pepper, potatoes, eat side nothing I agree with her. Another is my class, I let you writing, she lay on the table, she said, I do not write, I write. I ask you, what do you think of the world's most important thing is, she wrote a small composition is as follows:.


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I think the most important thing is money. Because money can buy all sorts of things, if this fruit (Note: should be "a") do not have the money in the world, we will not be able to read. Money for those who are most important. So I think the most important thing is money..


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Kids money forever is not the most important of all, everything is still rely on your own. In fact, I also understand that in such a poor mountain region, who is rich, the real and the outside is also rich in comparison to the rich. Who is not a rescue aid, but you do not want to live, and those who can't afford to pay tuition fees, should accept the help of the children, they are excellent in their little age to accept these societies, in their heart, are not necessarily without shadows? their efforts, in return, there will be no motivation?.


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Are difficult, about life. I also knew that the film lines "everything is in vain," in this mountainous area of deeper meaning.


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Contributions of parties or continue to come, said nothing, I just have a fiery heart, is to use financial and material resources to relieve the guys, how about! but I would like to ask these donors, you know that your money is used where? you know your clothes in the kind of person?.


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The world is not asked to believe so.


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There are, of course, to resolve the problem. The first is a list of the donor's children have been reported to others, only in the second instalment on the way. Shen clerk endorsed. Death to the next command, give you a couple of days, Friday before must keep the list down, posted for everyone to supervise the next semester, we're in the appointment on resize. Principals to panic, I live next door to the South of the village, and pieces of paper, together the list of results. Friday's list, but it is not known to the public. Take a look at what didn't, Luray and Topaz Juan? they are first, the second one is. . .


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Bearing on the how so powerful? Is your school your student will not be a? . .


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Here the conditions of hard and dangerous school buildings appear in newspapers come in Guizhou Education Department, convened a meeting of village cadres. I sit as a volunteer in the side. Leader asked the number of households in your village, how many mouths, looked at the data posted on the wall, replied in 2003, a total of 710 197 How many people are. Asked now, A now has more than 980 bar. Joke, in just one year, the average household to have 3 children, appears to conceive as long as 3 months, or Nearly seventy old village are busy in your children. Office of Education leaders also laugh, you go back to investigate it properly, how could people a year by more than 200 population. Village cadres scratched his head, is such ah. .


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Sat chuckle. False picture of peace, you guys enough level. .


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Weekend down, Shen secretary said, generous with my back to the county seat, I said not, and I was in the flood left alone. .


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Sent text messages at night: "My family asked me which people are, how not to bring you generous, they are like you.". .


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Back to him: "You can tell them: 'to prevent the spread of'。:)"。 feelings .


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Is to prevent the proliferation of really feeling. People get along, have feelings, no matter what kind of feeling, no matter what that feelings for the purpose of the time, respectively, or when such feelings coming to an end, how many hearts will have waves. .


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Wednesday morning and we said, Friday afternoon is our last class, we had better all come, do not bring anything, we held an awards ceremony in recognition of this summer vacation in a relatively good performance of students, in recognition of the end After then, we have a watermelon party, Shen secretary of the township government that they will come with two watermelons, and we join them points out. .


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Wednesday evening, a high-Hwan Chun sent a big bag of peaches, very small and very green in the hard kind, wash clean, or the dusty, sour and bitter tastes, something they have no other home, his father, mother Let him climb up the village tree on the afternoon, hand picked peaches in this big heavy bag. Farmers to use their most primitive passion with people and we had already been impressed. .


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Nana Wang, their home, I home visits, her mother came back, so that Sister Xue-Mei Wang to the ground and broke off a pot of corn, would not let me go on all the doors have arrived, that we must eat at home. I firmly refused, she did not open the door. Corn cooked a pot, she said if you do not eat, it must give away this pot of corn, took the trunk and a few out, fled. She has been followed, chasing the good far obstinately pot stuffed in my arms, really fail to beat the shot, and drove a few left out of their home, to accept the rest. Wang Nana sent me back to a place to live, to a pack of pear on her pot, tell her not to the empty pot back Hing others, she take it, go back.。.


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You know, now that the situation of these children is the lack of income, Home Basic, and each of its three-month period, many families rely on national relief food. Even if in our opinion, they have a lot of corn and potatoes, but also have to consider its enough to eat, what this kind of problem.


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On Thursday evening, I write in the village office, Wang Ying ying Wang Na about electric nervously standing in the doorway to look inside, let them come in and sit back on their tongues, or hiding behind the wall, just don't sit on. I said something, Wang Na from behind took out some photos, said the teacher you see, this is our home, so far all of the photos. I'll look at the pictures, she described the pictures one by one, I laughed when I was your brother so fat, she laughed. . .


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I remember the first essay Wang Nana, "my mother", to the effect that she would very much like the time in the last term has a composition book, that book will be five dollars, she and her mother asked, her mother said Saturday that we hurry around time to buy it. Ganchang day has not arrived yet, she has been looking forward, but one day she found her mother's shoes bow is broken, and several toes are sticking out, the mother said, I do not writing a book, you get that 5 bought himself a pair of shoes with me, mother said, you fifth grade, and also there is the composition of the book. Hurry around the time her mother took the 5 dollars to the King Nana bought a book, she got the book, look at her mother's shoes, began to cry.。 ”。.


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Children, do not say "make money", said that "change", this is the very image of, because it really is in the "find", and we said "Planer food". I opened them left that bag and found a new pair of sneakers, put on. Their adult children have no shoes to buy such a pair of shoes, have to walk for at least two hours to the end of Pristina.


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The second lesson, I wore them sent new shoes, Wang Ying ying sat last row, a lesson on tiptoe to stand up and looked, and then sat up a giggle.


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Thursday night is very difficult to sleep outside, it's always someone to walk, or take a flashlight on the Windows license, who immediately ran away. By morning, the children have come, each one with a hard copy of the notebook, lost in bed turned and went to look at, the first page is filled, or a lot of typos, but see very emotions. Morning class, Ho-hold me, said the teacher you don't go in the afternoon, I certainly do not come, she said I'll give you one thing, you have to wait for me. I would wait for her, she sat alone in the dark room of the last row, hold the arm was Mystic to write things, lest others to see. . .


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I asked the children a book to send your hard copies in our What stone can buy? She said not buy, I go down the mountain yesterday and my brother bought it. All told, our 15:00 class, they go to sell a book that village, round trip is 6 hours, 21 o'clock to go home. .


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All children are asking the same question, you will come back Why? Not agreed, can only answer them the opportunity will come. Variable life so much, I dare give you a promise? . .


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Friday afternoon, the recognition of both the Assembly and the watermelon party after the end of the dorm to pack up, a room full of children, not to speak. Out, and they follow out. Go, are a long behind the team. Go where the township government's car, leave the luggage to high secretary dinner, they do not go on in the car next to the waiting. Only one girl, and her companion had been followed, has come to high-speed home secretary, she was followed, stopped, I said, Ling Yao is not can I do for you, and she nodded. I let the king aunt go first, and then let her, she blushed, look around the companion, or not say.。 She said: "you can go back later wrote me a letter? I want to hear from you!" and I said yes. She remembers how the leaves only pulled.


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You want to go, I really want to go. The original at the car waiting children stand up. The driver turns the car keys, I did not dare look at those children face. The car suddenly switched back, Hong-red with a long nose, to jump up and shout: "old wires, old wires, old wires, old wires!!" the car finally going again, high-Huan Huang Qian Kun spring has tried to follow the car running again. Twist your head back quickly.


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Sorry, at this very moment, I don't really have the courage to face up to you. I know that if more take a look, maybe I will in the following change in life.


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This winter, Feb. 19, at night, in the Nanjing Ribao a full-page reports the dog hanging rock, my youth, my dream ", tells the Guizhou province has a hanging Rock Dog, no water, no electricity network must be dark, there is no rice, corn and potatoes. There are no old nianguohuajia reds. There is a local veteran Jiang Wu Road, returned home in 1997, have not found a home school, and in the army for five years of savings, in caves built all five grades of elementary school, every year in the classroom with a one-metre-high wooden planks, in a classroom, the next classroom can be heard very clearly. . Huazhong Agricultural University, needy students Xu Yu, in the senior graduation, for the time being given up 372 points to get a graduate school at public expense eligibility, to support the dog hanging rock this place to teach. .


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Read this story on the very touching morning the next day gave the "Nanjing Daily" call, tell them I want a dog hanging rock this place, want to know Xu Yu's contact information. A few days later, they found out, told me. Immediately wrote a letter to Xu Yu, ask him specific routes. Two months later, Xu Yu replied, saying that if you can come really good, you can do to train to Guiyang, I pick you up directly to the railway station. Later school, returned to Beijing, has been prepared for, and most important, and Xu Yu Jianli is a kind of trust and trusted relationships, and to collect all donated clothing. .


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Still later, is starting now, I have generous, Guizhou Province is located in County Shui Village government. At half past ten on the July 29 ride from Nanjing K155 sleeper start at 7:25 on the 31st arrived, and now, at 0:25 on the August 3, has been 5 days in the past. .


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The train from Nanjing, goes through Anhui, Jiangxi, Hunan, Guangxi, Guizhou, and then enter. I think that 45 hours on the train will be very tough, is not, got on Tourism met to four women and one man are more than 40-year-old middle-aged man, sitting around me, with the authentic words of Nanjing Zhang Li short parents to discuss the units in a man's wife to discuss the "Manager Liu" to discuss the daughter's toilet at home, as well as the son of "triangle" of the body, many, many, the entire coach, put the lights out, they did not bear not slowly cut a watermelon, I ate a semicircle to continue the discussion to the early morning, six in the morning went on.。 Those people who are already sick of them so unscrupulous people around, heard later and I like to laugh. Their dialogue holds as folk wisdom, that I finally just want to say they are down, as the script lines. Of course, they don't know that I sat there, still does not stop with them, so I would keep laughing side note, write to cut off the hand. For example, let's take a look at one of the segments —.


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Female: our House is A gate woman, House keeps the dog, well behaved dog yourself, the stairs, and ran to the street to the car rolling died, well behaved, that woman crying '! ^! her mother's death when she didn't have the same cry Oh good! ' cry!.


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Do you think this dialogue interesting? If you do not think so, so lucky, I think this dialogue is the lines in the top grade, interrupt, beautiful and ironic. .


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Chatter in the middle-aged, the 27 hours soon past, they get off, I feel a time not used. You can say that they Zezahuhu, or no culture, but their nakedness, and not hidden big effort, I feel safe. .


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Compared with them, and the rest of the people let me a headache. And the lower berth of Uncle Ho chat, he was Guiyang, Nanjing work in infectious disease treatment, older than my parents are great. Asked him some custom terrain in Guizhou are climatic conditions, talk to the Guizhou branch of the things to teach, to tell him what had happened, he was the surprise, and said this kind of thing you believe it ourselves, you know the traffickers in Guizhou is notoriously more often random in the newspaper a report, the people deceive one place, and then sell.。 In front of a shop aunt also ran to him, saying she is anshun, ever tasted, the place is definitely not a girl like me can stick, she says you'll get in Guiyang, I introduce you to a hotel, where you live, and play a few days to go home, don't go to generous, that place is too messy too badly.


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Aft seats were started. Each person to say, the central question is how dangerous in this place, how frequent natural disasters, how evil people, the mountains were sold, there is no way to escape the escape, and the place where the police are to help their own people. Also, a person will be quite poor, where men are unreasonable, in the past, a wife, don't want to come back again. . .


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Guiyang, Anshun, and Kunming, Nanjing, and the brightest hero cite their personal experience of many examples of deception, as well as the recent mudslides and landslides, have repeatedly warned me to go to the place of dangerous degree. .


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Uncle Ho was finally open, you will not go live to tell you that Aunt Anshun hotel, or to go to Kunming, Wang. After you got out, the phone off, go first to a hotel stay here, play two days in Guiyang, until Monday, after the government departments have to work, go to Guizhou Province Department of Education to see if this is not true , and then you sit long distance to generous county, the county education bureau sent to generous government vehicles cat games to pick you up, so as safer. .


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Has been unable to sleep at night, be terribly upset, a person sitting in the window, I suddenly felt the mountains outside the window especially those dark terrible, ask yourself, do I believe? Think of the night, make a decision, according to the original plan, and then my people together, to go places, in which case, it is believed, only their own. .


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Really confuse. People across belly. .

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When day broke open the phone and contact Xu Yu, Who knows the situation suddenly have a very big change, he said he had not a dog hanging rock, in large rivers and lakes, he could not come pick me up by his latest girlfriend and large rivers and lakes Shen secretary Kaijulaijie me, he had my phone to the Journal secretary, secretary to give me a call when Shen. Asked Xu Yu else, he said, busy, ask, there is no echo of the. .


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Quickly got off, Uncle Ho asked how, they told him, Xu Yu not to pick me up, replaced by his girlfriend and a secretary Shen, their own car to the local is no longer a dog hanging rock, but big Water Village. Uncle Ho asked Xu Yu has just hit the phone number and told him, he immediately check the phone book, say it is not Guiyang, but finding out what the local area code. Then after a while, when seven Shen secretary sent a message that he has a railway station in Guiyang Station, waiting for me, and to him alone, hands, a "Guiyang Daily." Before and after the safety car which originally involved in the discussion and lively up the people all of a sudden, we began a new round of bombing.。 Dial phone in the past, Hu Uncle used words and Shen in Guiyang, Secretary of the Exchange, tell us, Shen will get off.


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Uncle Hu hanging on the telephone, said that he is Guiyang accent, but also a lot of fraud. Do not make a sound. Understand possible we really good to me. Wang said, would you put your phone number for me, I call you on a regular basis to see you again, and this stay at uncle Hu mutual contact, get off, you still remember to switch off the phone, then you cannot find you, and then follow the Hu Uncle find a clean hotel and then follow your uncle Hu. Uncle Hu said that his brother was driving to pick him up, I got out of the car and he went on the line.


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And Uncle Ho and his brother with the station, one saw Shen secretary. Came up with. Shen secretary took us to the front of his car, Uncle Ho took the first digital camera he quietly took a license plate number, so I donated what and to Xu Yu girlfriend with the two packets of snacks up his car, Shen then asked the secretary of the name, please, what the specific duties, nodded his head, think about that my little niece would like to play two days in Guiyang, in front of our car to walk first. Luggage and then took me to his car there, and I say "uncle" You wait, and then stepped forward and Shen Shuji says you wait.。.


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The reason why you can believe, Secretary of the Shen of Guiyang train station and many of the kids selling newspapers, he walked out of the station and I walked away from me "uncle," a long way, I saw him to meet me at the time of the Guiyang daily rhythm and gave a little boy selling newspapers, said it was just you here to buy newspapers, back to you, you can then sell. Little boy smile and take over newspapers, bounded to continue their wares.


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I think I even, Secretary of the Shen is a wicked, is good at, it will not be cruel to go.


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The uncle Hu's car and the car without a Word, far away to "trust", he and his brother's help to find the hotel, to locate in the Yan'an road, Rainbow-Hotel away from the bus station. Pay a deposit to live. They will go, to keep in touch, and one week for your message, tell your parents. I say good, thank you.


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The hotel sits in a will, to the phone, said xubenyu Shen clerk did not hear from you, a trip that was very bad, also from an "Uncle" and many relatives in Guiyang. I said how come you meipu, ask you say nothing, you have the "girlfriend", he said in a hotel bed. I said what the dog hanging rock into a great river, he said: Wow, you then slowly said that more than half a year in the past, many changes have taken place here. I said that Shen, where they live, and I in Yan'an road here. He said don't worry, he'll get in touch with you.


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Check-out. Shen, driving the baggage, or on his vehicle.


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Still later, really keep in touch and uncle, as long as and to the outside world, remember to give him a call or send a message to the Secretary of the car, Shen told him that, everything is fine. On Monday, said to have made in education, everything is fine. Tuesday, told him he has reached the mountain area, Beijing phone card no signal in favour of the natives of a card. August 3, no. 4, tell him to go to teach, mobile phones will not signal, a week later. He said well, said that he was relieved, you have to take care of yourself. The links are not met, no flaws.


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Shen, their side, they always say, there is the "uncle." In addition to the front of my parents, I really do not tell lies, lies, in my hands, so they must have found that their heart laugh again. Hidden in the text following bad faith may not be so easy to find, just like me and "Uncle" such as safe, comfortable, I finally understand why the people now prefer cold an electronic communication or SMS to replace face-to-face conversation, perhaps, is the fear of being seen.


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Saw, there is no shame in the heart of Italy. However, there is nothing I can do, where xubenyu out, there is no warning and no reason, even the local March of this year I electrified or repeatedly asking after he told me. Sometimes, if Uncle Hu is a bad man, I'll sell him or not, Shen is a good man, then I must be really miserable, and fortunately, they are not bad on the surface, and are not harmful, very friendly. Can only be attributed to his own good luck.


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Then think is funny, with half the year and established a xubenyu trust and trusted relationships, could be a few people in less than a half-day time students to tear off, then the "trust" itself is not really can be trusted? we trust and is not real sure? ? day, my heart was so fierce struggle, but still like being at the mercy of the toy. A man outside, it really is. Only I know how tired yourself.


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And xubenyu spent a few days later, but also to understand why he does not pay me. . August onwards, for all donations, he has three phones, but still not enough. .


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Smile and Xu Yu, said: "Xu Yu, you're gone." He eyelids finally look up: "ah? What? What do you say? Not the bar." Continue to head down texting. .

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Still in Guiyang. Noon Shen Wu Daojiang Force secretary invited a name Chao old ally, and the comrades of the two brothers, we were well-known vegetable roots in Guiyang, Hong dinner. Shen secretary said, who Zhaoshu Shu is a graduate of Nanjing Institute of Politics, you should feel intimate. During the reception, it has not Dongkuaizi two brothers, but to their children and take their food bowl. Children wear dirty bowls close to the chest, lying behind much of the chairs, looked at us sheepishly. .


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"Is your local children and just eat the same as those two children?" I sat in the car asked the secretary Shen. "No, that two children are fortunate to be very lucky, because Zhao Shushu's sake, their parents working in Kunming, they are in elementary school in Kunming, Jie Du. You are to where we know they really be so lucky The. ". .


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Afternoon, starting from Guiyang, the compliance of your high-speed, longer follow the completion of your high-speed, under the high-speed, first stop was Western Guizhou, followed by a direct opening to large rivers and lakes. Rain, "is the big rivers and lakes we use the best car and best driver to pick you," Shen secretary of his mouth while driving. However, on walking in high-speed saw landslides falling in front of huge boulders, and high-speed road barrier was smashed, heart or faint fear. "You see here the high-speed, one-way street, shabby," he laughed. I laugh. "Repair the road in Guizhou Provincial Communications Department of the Lu Wanli has been arrested up." To the Western Guizhou Province, the rain, walking off, then open up the way large rivers and lakes.。 There are several road, one side is the corn fields, high in the following, the car if the control is not good, it must be caught, and wrinkles eyebrow fists, and good driving skill, surviving.


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Arrived at the side of the flood, the local one will have a banner, such as "a boy is luck, girl is a blessing," "no girls, boys," "don't marry illiteracy, neither marry illiterate women," "little children enjoying the many children suffering what he would say", "family planning on the one hand and scientific breeding" and "to get fewer children are the road," rhyme, particularly lovely.


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8 pm dinner stew-pot, Guizhou maotai liquor pig, the Secretary and the Mayor of the Township. They said, this is the local government guests of the best meals. Live at the village government, and is still the best room, very comfortable, there is water there is electricity, you can take a bath. Here is the schedule generally delayed for an hour, and 9 a.m. breakfast and lunch at 1 pm, 8 pm dinner. Every time you eat, no matter what, before a small bowl Capsicum, home-made, it is said that here. General family dinner, a vessel (vessel, steaming with wooden barrel shaped) corn meal, a big bowl of chili sauce and a big bowl of sour soup, sour soup is a cold, which is the pickled cabbage and beans. . Local people poured into acidic liquid corn meal, the Toss the peppers, every meal is so true for generations. .


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In the Government's food is clearly better than many of the local mountain home because of Guizhou karst topography and terrain of the relationship, has no water, where species can not rice and wheat, the main crop can only be corn, potatoes and tobacco, but I am each second staple food is rice, is very far from where they bought. I feel happy, usually eat at home or at school is, no matter what to eat, there must be pepper, very spicy kind, where nature is adapted, the beginning of each meal, secretary of the township have to say, Xiaohui so how do you eat spicy unitary Oh, where are you people Oh, and later has got used to, do not ask. .


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After breakfast, sometimes from the township government to go down this road, went to the fields, carrying shoes from the stream shore. I brought two cameras, one mounted color film, a fitted black and white, plus a standard lens, a telephoto and a wide-angle lens. And farmers who work the land deal was a pleasure and simple things, because they are mainly Yi, Miao and Buyi, I say they still do not understand Mandarin, the language barrier, we exchange with each other only by a smile. Photographed them standing there Hanhan they laughed, I say thank you after the shoot, they do not understand, or laugh, gone the back and found that they began to swing a hoe, but the smile still. .


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The evening before dinner will be without electricity and secretary on the phone, say you come out, my fellow sat outside and cool it. .


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To come and dressed to the township government side of the large trees, a bench, put a large pan of sunflower seeds, sunflower directly from the fields on the collection down, without frying, just put out the sun about. Original food. There are fried potato, sprinkle with chili powder is very strong. Secretary of a translator, I asked the fellow, how much can a sunflower like sunflower seeds, he said, can not say. I said such a large pan you use to 10 Sunflower, he said, should be more than. This is their hospitality to its guests. .


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All people, all the things you have to believe they are the optimal treatment is rare. Very sorry. .


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Originally, a friend said I'm going to teach a dog hanging rock after the decision support, a few older friends to remind that you should turn it into a government action, so have more security. You are a man rashly to go, very dangerous. I thought for a moment, decided to individual action is better, it's actually a very personal thing, of course, the local goal is to minimize disturbance. Trouble is the less the better, do the more light the better, as security safe is your life good or bad.。 This is me amazed.

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August 1, go to the mountain in the morning I'm going to teach rock elementary school look first. Large stone village is a large region of a more remote behind of minority villages, mainly Yi, Miao, buyi minority village only two Han Chinese. Boulder elementary school is the only one behind village schools, it is said that the dog hanging rock in a Hong Kong boss, a hope primary school has been built up, big stone primary conditions more difficult. Me and discuss it, xubenyu is to be a teacher and would like to see the most poor side, then go to Boulder elementary school, of course, there are some political and education between for subtle reasons. . He has been very familiar with this route, I followed him to take me the best path to go, less than 2 hours to go, although the walk is not easy. .


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Primary appearance from stone, is a two-story wooden house, kind of old, so you feel the danger of collapse at any time. The following two classrooms, two upstairs, through a rickety ladder to climb. Two classrooms downstairs has a short few very old small table and a few benches, no upstairs. They are a total of five grades, 23 grades with class, 45 year together, the first year alone, the day started at 8:15, an early study hall plus three classes, class 12:00, 13:30 classes in the afternoon, two sessions 15:15 class.。 Break of 10 minutes, the Bell is on the used iron bars on a hanging in front of Ferroalloy in schools. Upstairs, downstairs when children have to benches upstairs. There are several earlier in the school play village children, they play is a rope live black butterfly. When I approached, they swarm the giggling to run away, hiding behind the wooden planks and secretly from cracks watching you.


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High noon party home for dinner. The presence of a small bowl Capsicum, fuel loading of rice, bean sprout and spring onion chilli fried Bacon, fried Bacon, hot pepper paragraph sour soup. Children and women are not, by the party to accompany us, children and women to a table. Subsequently asked the Secretary of the Shen, here's the best farmhouse guests is a bowl of hot eggs, bacon is to a very important person to run to cut a piece off the roof, rice is also in..


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More embarrassed. This is why I do not want to disturb far too many of the locals.


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August 2, Shen clerk I visited local of the poorest people. . There are two families of basic as well, there is a grandfather with his grandson, I asked where their income comes from, he said, by "Rent cattle feed." Shen secretary told me, "rent cattle feed" means that, to his home at the cows and bring him, grazing feed her every day, almost a year, fed to cows whelp, under the cub came to him, and then cows back to the original people. .


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On the way back, the secretary told me that the farmers here, the basic things that eat their own planting and breeding, when they need money, they hold a chicken or carry a bag of corn to town to sell, one can almost twenty years dollars, the money mainly to buy oil, salt, there is the human contact, a certain dead man, to the five, a family with marriage, to the five 10. .


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Here is the burial or cremation? I asked. Burial, of course, burial, cremation farmers out of fashion, you can see there are a lot of land around the mountain grave. .


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Well, they do not spend money on clothes? Continue to ask. Oh, farmers can buy a set of clothes to be dry! They generally see the guests to the town market, or when wearing clean new clothes, usually at home are random, where many farmers, they had to die are not washed, the secretary said. .


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That we donated clothes? Still curious. First, these clothes to the township government, and then distributed to the unity of farmers, even so, they still could not bear to wear, or when the new clothes received as well. Once we have issued a number of Foundation for Poverty Alleviation, Shenzhen, white T shirt issued to them, these T-shirts are printed with "Shenzhen poor" word, but the farmers did not know the words, you will see the town market, They happily wear these T-shirts, the word breast was very high. Secretary of the smile. .


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I could not speak, I feel sad. Cultural sad. .


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Everywhere that "three rural" issue, the rural agricultural farmers, who will say, lying on a soft sofa comfortable and find fault, a set of. However, the real agricultural farmers in rural areas and what are the real solution should be what is? You know? Do not drink acidic liquid in your daily eating corn meal in the day, you do not have lit kerosene lamps, under the cold rain in winter, the room curled up into a ball, you know what people like us who are thinking it? . .


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Poverty is not the best way to move people's things, I even think they get used to this kind of life for generations, have not felt such a life of poverty, or they feel that life is good. City people wringing cry I do not want static life, shouting at me to change I want to change, not without reason. Well hidden here, is a life and change relationships. .


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In the Aug. 1 primary school after coming back from the rocks, I have been thinking, I went to school, should be lyrically, for the children, what is most important. Several days later, saw and heard made me feel, for them, a better life for aspiration is the most important, you know the outside has a status different from your world, if you want to feel , then you should work hard. .


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But sometimes also think, in fact, the outside world is really not so good, everyone closed the mountains keep their own set of lifestyle, not a bad thing, at least not be something dirty assimilation. Labor labor, true labor for generations, used also no problem, why we go to change them? . .


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Mixed the two ideas, I find it very contradictory. .


The bright biography "+" My struggle "+ the November 11, 2007, I did not" J8 = angry trilogy? I just laughed tears is out!.

This always jump on the non-young cynics have anything to do? CMJ just tell you a secret everyone knows it. .

CMJ I spayed. Maybe he had all the men are spayed. No, this glorification CMJ. The exact points that we have been the era spayed, but we do not recognize, then jump out, CMJ hitter berate: fuck you all boar, know? this is cruel. Than demanding boss even cruel. Than rape ADFL your dreams even cruel. Than we would also like to emasculate the cruel. Simply mix than despair grow even cruel. Than fingerprint machines also cruel. He wrote the emperors new clothes, "Andersen cruel times.

Now, I have not much mention of the "living" word. Life. Life. Life. Enough. Life, two, two three, three countless mountain. Then continue reading about this word, I was a pile of slimy vomit nothing seemingly crushed. CMJ cartoons or talk about it. Do not, "November 11, 2007, my J8 not a" name sturdy enough, to see this on the rush. You should be from the "dark mass" looks, look at "Mein Kampf" and finally see it. From school to university and then to the community, you will see a man being castrated long process. .

Biography of the lit out naturally Zhao is not lit. He was a handsome guy, not stupid, but very annoying "there are always some old bastard like get damn Arabic numerals to human values, like convenience stores as to goods prices," he refuses to be bid, "it has always been the lack of". As a result the teacher when he is a shit without music. Sad and not someone else took him as a shit without music, he simply does not matter, but as a shit without music, you can't spend years in the toilet, it goes in all schools. Therefore, Zhao off is a lump of no peace of shit.

So obvious, you have the right to become a screwdriver, not social responsibilities to you. He finally, or become a member of the working people, like me, like you.

At this time, no Cock male finally took place, he Jiaozhao Minden (light?). That Zhao had very Ugutsu not very bright, like a bare light bulb. However, he's J8 gone. For no reason, quietly, without a trace. Or his good Hupenggouyou said: "includes all of us here, we would have had no J8! Since graduating from university into the community of that day, we all have been castrated it! I remember when Zangejige which is not aspiring Zhu Er? then TM look now! to work nine to five fuss pressure, drinking on weekends bored playing cards sauna! to such an end, we have what?. " .



Suddenly reminded of a high school classmate. Then very honest guy, also secretly engage in a set of drums blind training. Do you think this guy doing now? Reading Marxist-Leninist philosophy, but also graduate students! I often complain about life with the boring, the future is bleak! Damn, Damn it! But life is so strange. No Cock M is mass production, no Cock men every day in the event of the story, I actually have nothing to talk about. Come on you, take a look at CMJ's style rough vulgar comic story, which he relentlessly criticized a pass, and perhaps pain. .


Years ago, I read a book about a person. The book is coming so recorded, names · Fernando Pessoa.


The reason why read the book, because "Book Of Disquietude" word. Book Of Disquietude and fearful shape. Exactly my state of mind at the time. Not friends and I do not know the world, they are but the future, so Book Of Disquietude. .

Guangzhou, Zhongshan University, the Evergreen plants, the new green old green day and germination, but I am having pessimistic, being laid off. Fernando Pessoa · the lost so much ". The dead more than 70 years of people told me that "a man needs a specific knowledge and courage to fearlessly admitted that a person however is fragmentation of a human being, a living child, an abortion has not crazy to lock up the insane required; however, the recognition of, one or more of the spirit of courage needed to make your own fully meet his destiny, is pleased to accept but not rebel, no waiver no protest actions. . . ".

This book has deepened my pessimism, but I lost it. A lot of things you need to understand that they no longer fear. But I'm young, I do not like Fernando Pessoa · keep their placement in a long, lonely to death in the street. Or that I don't want to.

Later, I read the "fugue." It should be said that this is a rule of Xugong Zi Sheng dream. Not illusory dream, but a real dream. It sounds ridiculous, but do not forget this is a novel class of self-cultivation. My comprehension, the line is already counter Tianzhi Dao. God provides for a hundred years of life, you have to live forever, how not Nitian the bank? On the ordinary people, the dream may be the only throw off your house and garden captive approach. Therefore, in Xugong Zi Sheng rule book, the hero Ishino practice is a dream world three Dafa. Zhuang butterfly is a dream does not it? On Cultivation way, why the word "world" word? Because Xugong Zi Sheng on the original rule is alive and personnel. .

A book is good or bad, of course, you can be writing, but the fundamental difference is the realm of high and low. As well as novel xianxia class, the biography of the Warriors is insuperable Grand and Huanhu imagination and the ingenious and so far. But in the final analysis, it is not a "Batman Begins". Sloppily, in addition to the spot on the Wan, truculent, jump on the causal and wrong. At present the network as well as on the popular novel, xianxia classes were mostly born this, even in little plot calculation has gone, such as the Montenegro old demon "killing road. To kill become immortal Buddha. Of course, just to read, often heart-depression and anger. Its good name.

But there is a heavy state of mind is more coincident with a practitioner of Buddhism. That is like the wind. From the void, but also into a void; illusory, but also real; clean surface wind, storms wash away; true nature, is truly free. Pipe Ping Chao's "Sin Road dust," so, Xugong Zi Sheng rule of "fugue" is also true. "IQue" One person, a gentleman called the wind to Immortal, the body growth in the marketplace, unfettered, lawlessness, the music when the music, the anger when anger, temperament of another enviable ease eyebrows. Therefore, Verdant Cliff (the network works, "Sakura evil" has been hot am) that hate the wind is not a time a gentleman. .

The journey of the spirit of a section specifically concerning the essence of this book. Although as a novel, this section too philosophical, but do not see this 6 asked six for the unable to truly understand the journey of the law. This is the sixth of six asked: what is the answer? there are private, interest. rebirth What is the spirit? I know it will be possible. What is the matter? '. What is God? "-God. What is the use? when are used. What is fix? know to go to the place, where to place the source for repair. Book holds, who can find them. If you must explain, in a Word, to borrow a book, "refers to the world of selfless. The selfless, dvn is the world fair. . "So, the title" fugue. ".

Reading of the journey of the law, there is another level of benefits. Because the ultimate victory of Xu son relatively common principles, he said in the preface to the "hero of the principles of practice experience, sit-ins, condensed form, save God, nourishing, grain, and build a base, such as humanitarian law, in the view, readers can follow them from, or ' Maya ', I will try to explain in detail. For more advanced content, just when the novel to read it, after all, what in idleness, Avenue invisible than nor I know. "Visible, this book is called" monastic textbooks "nor a bubble.

In fact, the "journey of the spirit" has another name, Xugong Zi Sheng rule called "town practice record." I am a mortal, also Pop, The One, Chou Pinang, also would like to have a large comfortable, son of that dream, I dream. .


Last week, everything is fine. We just need to wait for good weather.


But we did not wait until the Shang Shangqian. May 12. We started up poor. Never even been so poor. Is not a lack of sympathy, compassion has become the River; is not just tears, tears have become the sea. .


We lack of medicines and clean water, food, shelter from the rain of tents, blankets can be warm or even four hours can climb the mountain doctor.


If Toby McInnes design disaster emergency bucket to open like a universal, although many people say that I hope never to use it. However, we can not use "hopefully" be as large and small, grew by nearly save the lives and can not wait for "God Bless My People." .


This 40-gallon bucket of Orange not only receive a tent, a storage tank, water-proof of linoleum, baking furnace, lighting equipment, the medicine cabinet, Toolbox, water purification systems, micro-generation battery and critical radio reception devices, it also contains some cold body, some hungry throat, some bleeding wounds, some of the micro-such as the life of the candle.


If you are in the distance we can not be anxious and sad destined to soothe and warm the soul of those who cry, it can. .


Next Wednesday, Jianhua Columbia to and pony to Dongting. Find a deer.

Brother Mark said, may not be able to find. .

I said, I have a pony brother sitting waist up late will not be able to compete with you..

In fact, I would also like to find elk. .

I will not be sad. I just want to put yourself, put yourself into a hopeless in search.

Stroll. .


8 may, Thursday. Heavy rain and lightning struck in most areas of Hunan province. Meteorological and climatological breath in Changsha City issued 19 meteorological warning.


This time, we look forward to good weather. Wind and. Of the day. Relax. If further Yi Bacao chair the better, seductive green, grassy freshness, heart and spleen are cool. .


In fact, a straw Chair is very simple. Fixed wooden frame, fill in the new Earth, sprinkle the seed, and then wait for it to grow. Long, about 10 days or so, he shoots of grass. And so those who do not obey little guy grow to 10 cm high, you'll have a good pruning, or else they'll mess. Repairs to these guys, it's best to use the mower, there was no pollution and minimize water consumption control at minimum.


Rare is the Find a good place to cultivate grass chair. Urban asphalt is too hard, and alone in the back garden chairs to enjoy the grass, but also a bit selfish. Is best placed Yuelu Mountain, martyrs go park or botanical garden. Good weather, we all can go sit, sit quietly. .


This Chair, sit, talk, breathe smells faintly, talking about the days of good weather. If you were me, I would like to talk a bit interesting to readers of this magazine, she is known as the little guy, her name is Yu linling Executive.


China Unicom to do a special issue. I made a template to jacky. .

Jacky said, we don't really have a heart, people are dead 7K, can't do anything, you can only earn this money?.

I said, cruel is life goes. .

Maybe I am always nature ungrateful, maybe I currently see are just numbers, do not see a picture or video. I just knew something was going to happen.

What then? I have to hug and girlfriend, I have to stay up late at the office, I was anxious not interview people. .

Tonight the Moon is bright, we all get their own emotions. ".


Tumbleweed. A plant. Drought comes from the earth to root it up, the wind and take the group into a ball. Where like, just stay here where. Light. Ease. Lively. Willing. .


We live in a big house, or a small house, can't move, flashes as if a fixed body mantra. Actually meant. Just one place, why get so bad? do you think Jay Shafer, 89 m 2 cabins, go to the what, not just the live skin pores dilation, mind peace in his possession which wheeled cabin call Tumbleweed Tiny Houses, and grasses mini wind roller hut.


The house is small, but perfectly formed. Bedroom, study, living room, kitchen, toilet ... ... we can think of are, we do not expect there. For example, this log cabin, stopped at the apple orchard where the apple tree outside the house are blooming. And more good garden ah! Through the bedroom's small window, Jay Shafer to see the beautiful Southern California skies. The beauty of the sky in Southern California, it remains like a calm. .


But such a House is too simple, even the city specification license. So Jay Shafer had to buy a big house, then put in a big house for rent to own you live in a backyard own cabin. Later, he is tired of the boring lives of eating the rent, then drove to shed away. He knows he'll leave somewhere, but don't know where his cabin stops.


Fortunately, he wanted to stay away, where are all family. When the onset of dry weather was a big house trapped in our little house, walk it? . .


The city of art "203. Excerpt of the Dragon Bailey a cup of coffee and a vast expanse of sea. I like one of the 2/3.

Yiziyizi knocked out. Treatment of the language of love, this is my way. Summarized as follows:. .

"I just love you don't hurt yourself. "He said.

Wakes up, smell the tobacco flavor. She stuck his head out from the sleeping bag and saw a few boys in a corner, surreptitiously smoking cannabis. The more affluent coastal city, it is easy to buy grass. .

"Cool, I want to sleep. "She said in a sleeping bag, don't hesitate.

Together they drove to the south coast, five or six people to each other is not that familiar with the school students of different departments. Can share petrol costs, living in his living room in high school to the room rate are neglected. .

He drives. She sat in the back seat without any noise. He she just a little curious. What is the condensation in her heart, occasionally surfaced brow of gloomy, and her age do not match. The scenery all the same, green meadows, quite old trees on a day to stretched arms, the sky was shallow blue easily to lighter pink. South car occasionally and light rail train speed parallel, feel the joy, was it for a while after the kick-off. He thought maybe there will be a lot of nitty-gritty details in her heart into one knot, one little hate, dissolved. Not all people can easily live. He felt that she was a glass bowl. . Waiting for her attention floated from far away. .

That year, the digital camera has not yet been invented. Take a moment lost negatives is not found. He is now even her image remember..

When the activity is bored and walked around, play billiards, eat cheese cake, buy second-hand records. It is said this was a place where the Titanic set sail. Winter beach, sparse no visitors, beach cabins were empty triangle. .

Midnight took a bottle of wine to the beach. We have a frolic on the beach, walking in the shoes, cold waves. February the piercing the silence of sea water, a beacon of light. She sat on the sidelines as a rock. Weds told her to come also. She asked without.

Feel bored where can not escape, can not let anything touch, not to anyone interested in, like the wind in her face, she can not feel. .

The beach is open to the endless darkness. Deeply shallow. What specific profile objects, only the waves; dense streaks of dark smoke was the mysterious light. Her grief like a glass cylinder with her, hear the laughter and the outside.

Others find her arrogant, but she really does hate his numb. She is not arrogant, or that she simply did not care. .

As for dinner, we talk first kiss. Are finished, it's your turn to her.

She said that in the quiet streets, a face of approaching a stranger, come around, when suddenly two hands to her face and make a determined effort to absorb her lips. She got him a slap in the face. Seems not very heavy. Then as if nothing happened to go their separate ways. .

We are not talking. She was calm and finished drinking water.

"That's it." Wildly, said she concluded. .

We are listening in silence. She was not terrible, or any violation of the feeling. She is like a stranger with your own.

In the winter the sea, we laugh at the beach pass well away. How she sounds like a lonely valley of the echo? The sound waves washed repeatedly emphasized the beach, bluff, what does it say? We still call her. .

She looked at the Black Sea, waves, returned, repeat no end, so it never tired?.

But, but she felt very tired ah. .

She suddenly stood up and walked over to the sea. The sea over the tops of her calf and waist. Surprised that she doesn't feel cold, just go to the depths of darkness, a wave came, brackish taste flapping on the face, almost. In the deep dark surrounded by very easily lose their sense of direction. She wanted to shout, the sound is only in her chest floated.

Suddenly, the quiet one around, only the action but not rolling sea of sound waves seem paradoxical. .

He did come close to her, she doesn't know. He grabbed her by the shoulder, said in her ear, and why, come on. He wants to take her back to shore. Both wet clothes. She is diffuse chest on seawater pushed him and shouted, "why did you, fun. You do not want to do this? ".

She does not understand that we are easy, why can not she always. She hated him superfluous, makes it appear so poor need help. She did not need. .

The waves are great, they help to slowly go ashore, in proximity to the side of the sitting, full of sand. Shaking.

He has been sober in the car in half. Seeing other people, can only continue to pretend to look drunk. And she, simply do not Zuiguo. .

Back everybody asleep quickly, nobody playing game nobody smoked marijuana. She is always in the negative.

Late at night, she remembered the fall of the previous year, a person dragging two suitcases, walking trail outside the school premises. At that time it was raining, a land of yellow leaves scattered sway. At that time, where she is not nothing you? Just quiet the mind, remember that the smell of the soil. .

Morning light living room curtains. She was lying on the sofa, already awake a long time, hasn't been to the East. Remember what happened last night, the dark sea of cold night in bright light warm sounds like the living room is another story of the world.

She also smelled the remnants of the ocean taste hair, like up a little embarrassed. Twisted her companions slept seven to eight vertical carpet, wrapped in his sleeping bag, different colors. She hoped that we'd better not wake up. .

He actually awake a long time, in the morning light on her revealing sleeping bags out of the hair. He couldn't see her face, I do not know if she did not wake up. He had not imagined she would like her from seeing her first start was clear that she is not the type you prefer. It is not gentle. There she was not. But why is he brought back? he blurted out gently: "are you awake?" he suddenly had a lot of things to say to her.

She said not a word. .

Chenguang slowly vanishing in silence.

Story down there, but I do not like it. Because of love, cohabitation and separation. I do not like the way this ended. I like that is not the end of the end. Why should the development of what down? Why is not the same as dawn slowly disappear? Why not a gentle "is so" mean? Why do not the ellipsis but a full stop? Is not life more than a full stop ellipsis it? We are not always too late or never thought the end of the end of it over? So the following story I do not like it. If you want to see, go http://i. . Cn. . Yahoo. .com/slowlady2004 look at it, perhaps all there.


1. When, by the way, has brought the big flower big flower cloud. Unlike the sky of Changsha.

2. Night, a man shot with a cell phone in the moon. He reminded me that day a great moon. .

3. The magazine of the underground passages appear next to the two boys. They play. There is a girl, my former colleague, holding a guitar, a special trip to consult.


Head is Kongkuo and dark gray sky, at the foot of a dusty desert, no roads, no lawn, no one Tribulus food, and no one looking Asakusa. .


I met a lot of people, hunched forward travel.


Each of them backs are carrying a huge monster, its weight like a sack of flour, a bag of coal or the Roman infantry line bags. .


However, this monster is not a dead weight, on the contrary, it is powerful, with flexible muscles are tight crimping, using its two great bear paw hook, chest, and unusually large head pressure in people's foreheads, just like the ancient samurai used to intimidate enemies and worn by the terrible helmet.


I asked one of them, where they are so hasty to go. .


He answered and said unto me, and he knows nothing; not only him, others do not know.


But obviously, they will be going somewhere. Because they can not be controlled by a driving desire to walk. .


It is important to note that none of the travellers on the Volt in their back and hanging in their neck of the ferocious beast to express anger, on the contrary, they were of the opinion that this monster is part of their own. In this dark sky, the Earth is like a sky sad, they walked in the footsteps in the dust, his face was rendered impotent, are doomed to always want to go on air.


Traveler's team passed me, not into the distant horizon. As the planet's surface, round, curious eyes of human beings disappear there. .


For a long time, I have been trying to uncover the mystery, but soon the irresistible cold control me, so I looked than Monster oppression people more tired.


Zhangliang Wen Road, which has a good photo. I love the. .

Well, how many people can hear my call?.


Half did not blog about peeping up. .

Today, secretly visited the Lisa doll's blog.

Bowen first title is: married. Content on the words: I want to marry you. .

Damn, she was totally sweet to marry.

She does not know me, I do not know her. But I worry for her a little way. .

Marriage is so well?.


Q & A with questions about the sun. .

Q1。.


Sunlight can be used to do? . .

A1。.


Xiaohui: antivirus ah. .


Family welfare: solarium.


Cherry: cooking and bathing can be drying of clothes. .


M vertical: manufacture of Rainbow.


Dawu: sunlight to generate electricity, cooking, water heating, and promote plant growth, but also kill. There is the history of astronomy is that a solar eclipse when the government, not worship the scene, was killed the Emperor. This is the only history of astronomy because of dereliction of duty officer killed. .

Q2。.


The sun will you write poetry? . .

A2。.


Xiaohui: When love should be. .


Cherry: Yes, even a latrine can write poetry.


Clara: first impression: be. .


M vertical: do not know if the Sun will not be writing poetry, but without the Sun, where there is poetry!.


Dawu: Yes. Baidu will know, Titan Road, Georgia (Lugh), can be deformed incarnation, he understands the human skills, from piano to dry mason to do, from writing poetry to war, without exception, Xiao. .

The Sun is a kind of energy, pure, warm, infinity, free of charge. Use of this energy, we can do a lot of things, make a fire, cooking, clothes, power generation and planting crops. Last week mentioned in the "scene of light" is the use of this energy is one way. This energy can let our food and clothing, but also gives us a good mood, and haze. Therefore, in praise of the Sun has always been a lot of poetry. I asked a girl, and poetry is used to do, she answered, "falling in love with." Then, the Sun in the Earth is not a lot of lover? if so, then they'd thank media design masters Jiyeon Song.


Jiyeon Song has just completed a design work - The One Day Poem Pavilion (Poem Pavilion sunlight). It is not just a sculpture, it is Jiyeon Song combines science, art, poetry and design knowledge and created moving work. He carefully used the computer in this sculpture designed a hollow shell of matrix, and computer numerical control drilling machine on it, when the sunlight above, they would through the hollow projection matrix on the ground out of a sentence poems. As the sun moves, those lines will appear and disappear.。.


You can use that as a people feeling the sun on the response. And, as long as the combination of Babylon, the Mayan era handed down astronomy, geometry, and the most advanced computer technology, sculpture there, this response will not stop the romance, the same year after year, day case. .

Link: http://gizmodo. .com/381847/one-day-poem-pavilion-the-suns-powerful-rays-become-cheesy-couplets-in-art + school-photosynthesis.


Q & A with the title of the paper airplane. .


Q1。.


Do you think a paper airplane can fly the farthest far? . .

A1。.


Ugly pig's: 20 meters right. .


Plants and trees the wind blowing the pirates mission: to place.


Down: it should be 10 meters. .


Boyer: how far, it will fly.


Wood White: I fly far higher than. .

Q2。.


If it is from space, what you want it to bring back? . .

A2。.


Pig's ugly: the love of language with an alien to come back. .


The pirates mission: put the grass of the little Prince's rose, hehe.


Down: the death of my grandfather brought back. .


Boyer: the stars of light with dot!.


Wood White: E. . T. ..

In our opinion, paper airplane is fragile and not independent, windy messy, wind direction, it will not be able to hold their own. In this way, we still have hope for it, if it is able to fly back from space, and we hope it will bring dots Earth no or only in a dream to have things back. Perhaps, many people simply do not believe that a paper airplane can overcome the thick atmosphere and ground it is unimaginable the Gale, landed safe and sound to the ground. Therefore, the paper airplane hope on it.


However, later this year, it is really there might be a paper airplane returning from outer space. This is not a joke. A paper airplane model in the wind tunnel last month, has passed the durability test, that frame length 7 cm, 5 cm wide paper plane model can withstand Mach 7 (or 7 times the speed of sound) and wind tunnel speed of 446 degrees Fahrenheit (about 230 degrees Celsius) temperature conditions of the test, both of which conditions similar to paper airplane into the Earth's atmosphere in the situation facing. .


Nippon origami Association Toda extension Cardiff from NASA launched its 1977 the first space shuttle, the always wanted to launch looks like the space shuttle's paper airplane, he spent 18 months on analysis of how to use a blank sheet of paper folded a perfect origami aircraft — no cuts, no crack, do not bundle. But no one gave him the idea seriously, because people think that a paper airplane into the atmosphere will be reduced to ashes. While leading this research of the University of Tokyo Professor of aerospace engineering Suzuki said, "that sounds a lunatic, unrealistic. . Toda and Suzuki made from sugar cane fibers to produce origami paper plane in space, sugar cane fiber thermal, wind and water resistant properties. Space paper airplane has a special surface coating, rounded edges, round cone, almost no weight, there is no heat generated by friction, and this friction often return to the Earth's atmosphere caused the greatest damage to aircraft. .


Now, Japan Aerospace Exploration Agency agreed to use it to implement a three-year study on the feasibility of, and commitment to provide $ 30 per year. CNN, in its report that it is only after the cold war, the Japan Aerospace experts to pass the time of a boring game, that we do not endorse, we agree with the spring and would like to.


"Little Prince" moved a lot of adults, so big that people do not want the little prince grew up, "The Little Prince will always be The Little Prince", this belief seems to be a pea under the carpet, very hard to guard them residual heart a little bit of childhood. Man called the person on defense, using his work to such a hope, banished to "the weak obscenity." His work is called "Cube Street." .

Good, evil, large or small, true and false. There is a hypocritical, unfeigned evil.

Therefore, the hypocrisy than hypocrites article writer, I prefer the guy who took a cut, regardless of indiscriminate have split my mind all the wicked writer, at least they let you die visions. .

I know evil writer, Taiwan is one of nine knife. In his "downstairs tenant law preface it frankly," open this book, after the crime is no longer a mimic of reproduction, but a wonderful brilliant evil ideas. " But he is crazy metamorphosis of the urban terror disease "series, I looked at it once again not dare, because while the shudder, I felt a hand in prizing I buried pandoras box. I'm afraid I can't stop the tidal wave of evil thoughts.

I did not think of a Code of Practice will eventually be relegated to the wicked writer in me, because of his "Magic Cube Street" more like a "Spirited Away" like a fairy tale. .

Rubik's cube Street, "it is a legend that exist", thousands of little girl from dismember inherently provocative plague card cut songs for the first time understand the Rubik's cube Street, first street called loneliness, second street called sad, third street is confused, fourth street called hate, Fifth Street greed ... 53 street called dirty streets, article 54 ... Ah Rubik's cube Rubik's cube Street Street, a street was seen ... ".

When the same luck as mummy's shroud, tightly wrapped around you, pressed close to your skin, your fingernails, your teeth, even your breath with each mouthful of air is then decomposed body of Lady Luck taste, you what? 1000 is such a girl, her luck that she walked away from a variety of situation in the price of her friends died because of the constant protection of her. It was like a nightmare, and nightmares of the source of the Cube Street. She was going to cube Street, to commit suicide. .

Rubik's cube Street is grey, floating down with love, desire and conviction, but there was no hope. Armed with a scythe boy Ghost can only live in a tree, because a close to Earth, he was unable to stop the madness of the killing, and finally he killed his lover. Fifth Street fat bass control his appetite, hungry, and his sister he just to see what it's like the thin down, almost to abuse him. The Rubik's cube Street, the street has the death and misery, and the luckiest girl in the Chin, her childhood as transparent Crystal, all the death and misery unlimited zoom.

Throughout, keep calm like a butcher. He did not discuss what, it does not show anything, even his descriptions are even lacking, but quietly stated. Did not complete world setting, not a complete world system, just keep an a brutal statement of story. You can not find the moral in the story - this was the most chilling point. .

Thousands continue to travel, we continue to live. She could walk out of the Rubik's cube street? we could walk out of the world?, in fact, every street is a Rubik's cube Street, there are more than desire has consciously or unconsciously, the evil thoughts of death. We are walking down the street, the little Prince the reason or the little Prince, not someone with B that someone had the good fortune to be skimpy. But luck this kind of thing, but despite the cruel, so the most equitable relief in the Sixteenth Street, people will be decided by drawing lots — who is going to die.


1. Q & A with the title on the balloon. .


Q1。.


Do you like balloons? Reasons? . .


A1。.


Song by Yu: Yes, very bright to see the balloon. .


Lackey: like its light.


YAO YAO: always feel that the balloon is a joyful thing. .


Sweet finish Yen: enjoy a great to feel elegant and romantic.


Cc: Has there been a boy in the 61 to give me 24 balloons. .


Jacky: like, cheap and play resistance.

Q2. .


Want to live to the balloon?.


A2. .


The song is: do not want to, so I kept.


Running dog: do not know. .


Would you like to know: don't want to, for fear of exploded, killing to the Sahara, no water, no food.


Wanyan not sweet: do not want to feel insecure. .


Belinda: segregates the feeling was not okay.


jacky: do not, which is saliva. .

Like a balloon, but willing to live in the balloons without one. We are a bit afraid, afraid of it, fear it, afraid of the oppressed world stop outside. Like really, really scared of is. Perhaps, Berlin, Hans Hemmert is unique to the balloon back to mine. So obsessed with his balloon that he actually created an unusual rubber balloon. The balloon with bright yellow, the biggest and his apartment is every bit as big as small as the shell can also be like him inside. He spent a lot of time to blow the balloon, and drill into the bright yellow of the space. Some people think that the space like a horn, soft, closed and warm.


When Hans Hemmert yellow rubber wrapped up after himself, his perception of the surrounding space was a new experience, he was no longer able to clearly see the world, can not distinguish objects that have clear boundaries, he is only through carefully to distinguish them by touch. This as a kind of metaphor of the consumer society is also not a bad idea, when our hearts immersed in a bright yellow, and repeat the same line on the joy of products, but lost the basic capacity to distinguish, in the world walk, we will inevitably stumble. However, for a child, he may be only on "people who live in the balloon will fly away" interested. .

Pictures and video here: http://www. .todayandtomorrow. .net/2008/04/01/hans-hemmert/.


Originally on the "Southern People Weekly" very cold, that it did more and more water. Night in the office like stool, easily childhood ancient table picked this latest "Southern People Weekly" to pass the time. Unfortunately, this period saw the cover story "Young Shamu event" (see Sina http://news.. Sina.. Com. .cn/c/2007-11-29/181114415953.. Shtml, Note: original text no subheadings, only the cold to 1234 ... ..., Niubi reports do not need such modification), and this is my "Southern People Weekly" to see the most Niubi reported.。.

I wish I knew Lin Shanshan, who can tell me something? . .